HELLO DEARIES! i'm back to update:)) i swear. people like disturbing my sleep! :\ waited at least 2 hours for SOMEBODY to sms me and that SOMEBODY FELL ASLEEP! -.- i wanted to die. heh. i tell you i almost fell off my bed! and then you can wake me up at 5:45 in the morning with a sms that says : "omg. i fell asleep.." wahh. i almost want to bang my head on the wall already. i had less than 4 hours of sleep that night okay! after smsing for a while, i went back to sleep. only to get woken up at 8 by alyssa! with an sms again. this time it said : "can i come to your house at 9? my house having renovation." and so qiao. my house also having renovation. then don't know why, we ended going to the library at 9:15. so early in the morning la! and the library wasn't even open when we got there!?! so nonsense. heh! then alyssa decided to call bibi and wake her up by asking her to come down to the library too! alyssa then suggested we go watch THE CHRONICLES OF NARNIA: THE LION, THE WITCH AND THE WARDROBE. so we went to suntec to watch it after arguing over where to go. hahas. it was the 2:10 show. i tell you, i'm in love with that show okays!! i want to watch it again!! anyone wanna go with me? hahas. i shan't give away the story here la. but this show is really great! not to forget peter the YUMMILY DELICIOUSLY DELECTABLE ALMOST EDIBLE GUY! hahahas. *stares dreamily* he's so handsome!!!! hahas. i like mr tumsun too! the half meh meh half person guy! issit a meh meh? lols. the subtitles said yang so is goat or sheep or whatever right? hahahas. he's so adorable la! i like the part where he shook lucy's hand! so cute! and the way lucy goes "i don't know." it's so drama. i LOVE it la! hahas.
enough about narnia. don't wanna ruin the fun. hahas. today had choir. yupps. it was the usual. just sing sing sing. hahas. i tell you mschye likes to make me paiseh in the wierdest kind of ways la! hahas. and well. i don't wanna type it here. hahas. you know mschye is actually bringing the commitee members for pizza at 12 noon tomorrow after the dunno what thing at school la! and guess what! i'll be in malacca! so UNFAIR! bleah. when something nice happens in choir, i'm never there. oh this is so not fair. blah. i'll be leaving for malacca tomorrow till saturday for those of you who still didn't know. yupps. don't miss me yea? (not like you would or anything. hahas.) i think i'll end here. seeya darlings on saturday night when i come back! or rather sunday la. hahahas. TAA DARLINGS:))
`and i hope you always stay the same
cos there's nothing bout you i would change:)
iloveyou.
20051228
20051226
tell me why?..
i know it's christmas and i shouldn't be feeling the way i am la. but i can't help it can i? you know, thinking back to my primary five and six years, i'd remember this girl* who dated la. only to end up breaking up. tell me. is it worth it to date so young? i don't know.. i really don't know la.
maybe you* would just say that i'm insecure or something la. maybe i am. i'm insecure about so many things that i'd rather just stay home and keep everything thing to myself instead of going out and feeling all insecure about this and that.. you said that you talk to me in a different way? i don't really think so at all.. i'd see the same words repeated to every girl you talk to. so am i to believe what you say? or what i see? i think you're getting sick and tired of me arguing with you huh.. maybe i should just ignore you altogether and just concentrate on other things instead.. did you mean every single word you said to me? or were they just sweet nothings you told every other girl? i really don't know.. are you really a big flirt as he* said? so who am i to trust now? everything is contradicting the other.. i know this whole thing is just gonna end as you saying that you don't want to leave me and that you don't want me to leave you either.. but is that really the truth? guess i'll never really know.. call me an insecure biatch, but i don't care.. i just want my answers.. well maybe i will care if it came out of your mouth.. but.. ahh.. nvm..
i don't even know why i'm blogging about something so personal.. i must really be going outsane already.. HEH!
*names are not mentioned due to their privacy.
maybe you* would just say that i'm insecure or something la. maybe i am. i'm insecure about so many things that i'd rather just stay home and keep everything thing to myself instead of going out and feeling all insecure about this and that.. you said that you talk to me in a different way? i don't really think so at all.. i'd see the same words repeated to every girl you talk to. so am i to believe what you say? or what i see? i think you're getting sick and tired of me arguing with you huh.. maybe i should just ignore you altogether and just concentrate on other things instead.. did you mean every single word you said to me? or were they just sweet nothings you told every other girl? i really don't know.. are you really a big flirt as he* said? so who am i to trust now? everything is contradicting the other.. i know this whole thing is just gonna end as you saying that you don't want to leave me and that you don't want me to leave you either.. but is that really the truth? guess i'll never really know.. call me an insecure biatch, but i don't care.. i just want my answers.. well maybe i will care if it came out of your mouth.. but.. ahh.. nvm..
i don't even know why i'm blogging about something so personal.. i must really be going outsane already.. HEH!
*names are not mentioned due to their privacy.
20051225
boring christmas?
today is christmas. (like you didn't already know la!) had to wake up at 6. and i slept at like 1 plus cause i was busy smsing. HAHA. so tired. arrived at church a few minutes after 7 to the warm ups to get ready to sing for THREE services all morning. i think i lost my voice already. ROFL! i seriously went totally out of tune for the third service at 12 la! cause i was freezing inside the chapel and i didn't have my jacket. then didn't LITERALLY warm my vocal chords and so, my voice couldn't come out and i sounded like a screeching chicken! HAHA! how amusing it must have been for you guys. hahahas.
after service. wished a bunch of people merry christmas! so fun! and like i recieved a christmas prezzie from someone totally unexpected. i never thought he'd actually decide to get me one. so i feel guilty for not getting him one too! :
joshua toh!
so sorry i didn't get you a prezzie! i'll get you one when i go to malacca! thanks a bunch for that purple candle! it's really PRETTY! :)))
after wishing everyone a merry christmas, hoho(daniel) asked me to join him and a bunch of ppl for lunch! hahas. ended up going to great world. after that went to town. hoho's such a nice guy la! he treated me to iced cocoa at starbucks coffee. i gave him 10 bucks and he like, returned it and paid with his own money! and like he bought me CHOCOLATE! so nice la he! i didn't spend a single cent today la!
hoho!
thanks a bunch for the drink and chocolate! :)) you're such a sweet and nice guy! =DDDDDD MERRY CHRISTMAS!
well. i can't blog anymore. mummy scolding. so i shall leave now. hahas. TAA DARLINGS!! :))
`don't you think we're drifting apart?
after service. wished a bunch of people merry christmas! so fun! and like i recieved a christmas prezzie from someone totally unexpected. i never thought he'd actually decide to get me one. so i feel guilty for not getting him one too! :
joshua toh!
so sorry i didn't get you a prezzie! i'll get you one when i go to malacca! thanks a bunch for that purple candle! it's really PRETTY! :)))
after wishing everyone a merry christmas, hoho(daniel) asked me to join him and a bunch of ppl for lunch! hahas. ended up going to great world. after that went to town. hoho's such a nice guy la! he treated me to iced cocoa at starbucks coffee. i gave him 10 bucks and he like, returned it and paid with his own money! and like he bought me CHOCOLATE! so nice la he! i didn't spend a single cent today la!
hoho!
thanks a bunch for the drink and chocolate! :)) you're such a sweet and nice guy! =DDDDDD MERRY CHRISTMAS!
well. i can't blog anymore. mummy scolding. so i shall leave now. hahas. TAA DARLINGS!! :))
`don't you think we're drifting apart?
20051224
'tis the season to be jolly?..
christmas is here again. just had christmas lunch with daddy, mummy and little sis. nothing's better than a little homecooked christmas lunch! :)) it's just times like this that i really treasure. cause there's no fighting or anything. just a family sitting together eating. decided to top off the lunch with red wine. hahas. been a long time since i last drank it. daddy says i can't get drunk cause i gotta sing for christmas service tonight so decided to add 7-up raspberry into the red wine. nice combi. hahas. it tastes.. sweet! and a little bitter after that. hahas. whee~ feeling fuzzy and warm all over now. hahas. such a nice feeling. teehees.
and my tagboard is like.. DEAD! hahas. so deaddddddd.. quick go revive it all you people! =DDDDDD mummy's nagging me off the computer already. hahas. gotta go bathe and everything. going to sing for christmas service later. den maybe going for countdown to christmas. not sure if with friends or family though. hahas. and gosh! i gotta wear heels! i can't i can't! ohmymy! i mean, who can imagine me in heels! in heels! hahahas. and tomorrow gotta sacrifice my beauty sleep to go sing for the eight o clock christmas service tomorrow morning. hahas. *yawns* i'm still tired. bleah. pfft! okays. i'm gonna go disappear now! hahas. miss me everyone:))
`tell me youloveme..
and my tagboard is like.. DEAD! hahas. so deaddddddd.. quick go revive it all you people! =DDDDDD mummy's nagging me off the computer already. hahas. gotta go bathe and everything. going to sing for christmas service later. den maybe going for countdown to christmas. not sure if with friends or family though. hahas. and gosh! i gotta wear heels! i can't i can't! ohmymy! i mean, who can imagine me in heels! in heels! hahahas. and tomorrow gotta sacrifice my beauty sleep to go sing for the eight o clock christmas service tomorrow morning. hahas. *yawns* i'm still tired. bleah. pfft! okays. i'm gonna go disappear now! hahas. miss me everyone:))
`tell me youloveme..
20051222
ahh freak..
God, what's wrong with me? i seriously don't know.. i'm not eating. i'm not sleeping. i'm not doing anything except mope around all day. ahh freak. i don't know what's wrong with me.. singing doesn't get my spirits up anymore.. maybe cause i'm too tired to sing or something.. i'm all smiles around you guys i know. but that's expected eh. who goes out with friends and give attitude right. so ofcourse i'm a smiles and bouncy-ing around them. like how daniel calls me a crazy piggy that's always so enthu and cheerful. HAH! that's the last of me man.. but, well, first impressions are important aren't they? ok. wait. why in the world am i talking about first impressions? i must be insane. wait. how can i be INsane when i'm not sane. how can insane be the opposite of sane when insane is in sane which means that i am in sane. which technically means i'm sane. so by right i'm supposed to be outsane? ohwow. i bet i'm confusing you guys. cause i'm all confused too. wait. i'm starting to babble already. maybe i should get some sleep. nah. that would proof no help. i'll just lie in bed and start imagining things or something. wait. i do that even when i'm not trying to sleep. HAH! okay. it's positive that i'm insane. wait no. outsane i mean. ahh freak. i'm starting to talk to myself. i must be really going outsane. HAHA! that's normal news. you people think i'm crazy which practically means insane. no. i mean outsane. yes. i think i'm boring you readers with this post that practically nothing but mindless talking from me to me. wait. that doesn't make sense. oh freak it. i don't care. anyone care to drop by and tell me what's wrong with me if you figure it out. cause seriously, i don't know. bye.
20051220
dream a dream:)
"The beauty of a dream is that it’s a dream, something you can hold in your heart forever.."
so would you just let me dream a dream? random thought la! the more i look at that quote, the more i think it's true. who could steal your dreams right? they don't even know what you dream about in the first place unless you tell them right? hahas. it's been nice dreaming in class and all. but i still have to study. so i can't dream anymore)): how sad. i will miss those days. actually, this post is just mindless blabbering cos i seriously don't know what i'm babbling on about. LOL! and i updated my friendster profile like a million trilliance times today la! and my music video on the profile is crash and burn by savage garden! and the video is actually final fantasy! so cool la! i love it! actually half the video is kissing. -.- HAHA! i told you i have a fetish for kissing scenes! hahas. but this video is so romantic please! i envy the girl! her virtual reality boyfriend is HOT! i like his hair! HAHA! but i can only dream about them. cos they are NOT real. hahahas. did i mention the first guy i fell in love with was a final fantasy character? how cool is that! AHAHAAHAHHAHAAS! the first guy i love and he's not even human! MUAHAHS! did i mention that the guy in the video is super super duper ultra uber SWEET?? lols. well, now you know. HAHA! okay. me shall stop here with my mindless blabbering and not torture all you readers. HAHA! TAAA DARLINGS:))
so would you just let me dream a dream? random thought la! the more i look at that quote, the more i think it's true. who could steal your dreams right? they don't even know what you dream about in the first place unless you tell them right? hahas. it's been nice dreaming in class and all. but i still have to study. so i can't dream anymore)): how sad. i will miss those days. actually, this post is just mindless blabbering cos i seriously don't know what i'm babbling on about. LOL! and i updated my friendster profile like a million trilliance times today la! and my music video on the profile is crash and burn by savage garden! and the video is actually final fantasy! so cool la! i love it! actually half the video is kissing. -.- HAHA! i told you i have a fetish for kissing scenes! hahas. but this video is so romantic please! i envy the girl! her virtual reality boyfriend is HOT! i like his hair! HAHA! but i can only dream about them. cos they are NOT real. hahahas. did i mention the first guy i fell in love with was a final fantasy character? how cool is that! AHAHAAHAHHAHAAS! the first guy i love and he's not even human! MUAHAHS! did i mention that the guy in the video is super super duper ultra uber SWEET?? lols. well, now you know. HAHA! okay. me shall stop here with my mindless blabbering and not torture all you readers. HAHA! TAAA DARLINGS:))
20051219
going crazy
ever since the day you went away
and left me lonely and cold
my life just hasn't been the same, oh baby no
when i looked into your eyes
the moment that i let you go
i just broke down
baby if i ever get the chance to be with you again
i'm gun' sacrifice
cos the feeling that i feel within
no other man would ever make me feel so right
it's nice, to smile when i get your phone call at night
but i'd rather have you here with me, right next to me, i miss the way you hold me tight
i gotta let you know i feel so weak without your touch
i never thought that i could ever love a man so much
i gotta let you know i think that we are destiny
for you, i'd crossed the world
for you, i'd do anything
that's right baby
i'm going crazy
i need to be your lady
i've been thinking lately
that you and me
yes we can make it
just ride with me
roll with me
i'm in love with you, baby
that's right baby
i'm going crazy
i need to be your lady
i've been thinking lately
that you and me
yes we can make it
just ride with me
roll with me
i'm in love with you, baby
everytime that i tell you what i feel
from the moment that i met you it's been so damn real
my heart seems to skip another beat
everytime we speak
i can't believe i feel so weak
tell me that you really need me
and you want me
and you miss me
and you love me
i'm your lady
i'll be around waiting for you
put it down, be the woman for you
i'm falling, so deep for you
i'm crazy over you, i'm calling
calling out to you, what am i gonna do?
it's true, no fronting
it's you ain't no other
i can no longer go on without you
i'll just break down
i gotta let you know i feel so weak without your touch
i never thought that i could ever love a man so much
i gotta let you know i think that we are destiny
for you, i'd crossed the world
for you, i'd do anything
that's right baby
i'm going crazy
i need to be your lady
i've been thinking lately
that you and me
yes we can make it
just ride with me
roll with me
i'm in love with you, baby
that's right baby
i'm going crazy
i need to be your lady
i've been thinking lately
that you and me
yes we can make it
just ride with me
roll with me
i'm in love with you, baby
going crazy; natalie cole
limegreen is just simply gorgeous don't you think?
<33
and left me lonely and cold
my life just hasn't been the same, oh baby no
when i looked into your eyes
the moment that i let you go
i just broke down
baby if i ever get the chance to be with you again
i'm gun' sacrifice
cos the feeling that i feel within
no other man would ever make me feel so right
it's nice, to smile when i get your phone call at night
but i'd rather have you here with me, right next to me, i miss the way you hold me tight
i gotta let you know i feel so weak without your touch
i never thought that i could ever love a man so much
i gotta let you know i think that we are destiny
for you, i'd crossed the world
for you, i'd do anything
that's right baby
i'm going crazy
i need to be your lady
i've been thinking lately
that you and me
yes we can make it
just ride with me
roll with me
i'm in love with you, baby
that's right baby
i'm going crazy
i need to be your lady
i've been thinking lately
that you and me
yes we can make it
just ride with me
roll with me
i'm in love with you, baby
everytime that i tell you what i feel
from the moment that i met you it's been so damn real
my heart seems to skip another beat
everytime we speak
i can't believe i feel so weak
tell me that you really need me
and you want me
and you miss me
and you love me
i'm your lady
i'll be around waiting for you
put it down, be the woman for you
i'm falling, so deep for you
i'm crazy over you, i'm calling
calling out to you, what am i gonna do?
it's true, no fronting
it's you ain't no other
i can no longer go on without you
i'll just break down
i gotta let you know i feel so weak without your touch
i never thought that i could ever love a man so much
i gotta let you know i think that we are destiny
for you, i'd crossed the world
for you, i'd do anything
that's right baby
i'm going crazy
i need to be your lady
i've been thinking lately
that you and me
yes we can make it
just ride with me
roll with me
i'm in love with you, baby
that's right baby
i'm going crazy
i need to be your lady
i've been thinking lately
that you and me
yes we can make it
just ride with me
roll with me
i'm in love with you, baby
going crazy; natalie cole
limegreen is just simply gorgeous don't you think?
<33
20051208
20051206
boredom.
In no particular order, list down 3 people you talk to online, 4 people you see at school, 2teachers, 3 people you love going out with and 3 people in your sms inbox.
1.joseph:))
2.yinxue
3.caleb!
4.sarena ahmad =D
5.evangeline!!
6.soliel
7.rena!
8.mrsgeh!
9.lin laoshi!
10.alyssa:))
11.amanda
12.dionne!
13.andrew
14.jeremy!
15.grace
So what do you think of number 4?
i love her!! :))
How would you feel if number 4 slapped you on your face?
i'll smack her ass!
How nice is number 6?
okayokay lah!
On a scale of 1-10, rate how good looking number 5 is.
TEN! my sexxaye senior!!
Will you ever fall for number 11?
EWWWW! NO WAY!
Honestly, if number 8 met with an accident, what would you do?
ohmy! i'll cry and cry and cry!
What sport would you play with number 12
i have no idea!! shaking our asses perhaps! if that's considered a sport. HAHA!
What if number 1 got a boyfriend?
he's a GUY! and certainly not GAY! hahas!
Do you hate number 9?
NONONO!
How much do you like number 2?
i LOVE my dearest senior! HAHA!
Will 13 and 7 make a good couple?
AHHH! NONONO! NOWAY!
Would 14 one day kill you?
it could happen! HAHA!
Who do you like more? 3 or 10?
erhm.. i love both of them the same?? HAHA!
get five people to do this thing.
AMANDA LIU!
evangeline liew
caleb kay
jeremy lim. HAHA!
SARENA AHMAD!!
1.joseph:))
2.yinxue
3.caleb!
4.sarena ahmad =D
5.evangeline!!
6.soliel
7.rena!
8.mrsgeh!
9.lin laoshi!
10.alyssa:))
11.amanda
12.dionne!
13.andrew
14.jeremy!
15.grace
So what do you think of number 4?
i love her!! :))
How would you feel if number 4 slapped you on your face?
i'll smack her ass!
How nice is number 6?
okayokay lah!
On a scale of 1-10, rate how good looking number 5 is.
TEN! my sexxaye senior!!
Will you ever fall for number 11?
EWWWW! NO WAY!
Honestly, if number 8 met with an accident, what would you do?
ohmy! i'll cry and cry and cry!
What sport would you play with number 12
i have no idea!! shaking our asses perhaps! if that's considered a sport. HAHA!
What if number 1 got a boyfriend?
he's a GUY! and certainly not GAY! hahas!
Do you hate number 9?
NONONO!
How much do you like number 2?
i LOVE my dearest senior! HAHA!
Will 13 and 7 make a good couple?
AHHH! NONONO! NOWAY!
Would 14 one day kill you?
it could happen! HAHA!
Who do you like more? 3 or 10?
erhm.. i love both of them the same?? HAHA!
get five people to do this thing.
AMANDA LIU!
evangeline liew
caleb kay
jeremy lim. HAHA!
SARENA AHMAD!!
20051202
on account of dear dear SARENA! hahas. i shall finally update! LOL. nothing much has been happening. so uneventful and boring. hahas. went to fuji ice palace for god knows what reason on wednesday i think. hahas. spent the time there laughing at people who fell onto their asses! BWAHAHAHAHAHAAS!! it was fun lah! hahas. than went home around 5+ i tink. yupps. going out next tuesday to watch movie again!! FINALLY. staying at home is killing me please! im so bored with nothing to do except hmwk! which i haven't even started on much less completed. hahas. 2 more weeks until youth camp! YAYNESS! at least i'll be with friends. hahahas. 4 more days till amanda, my talking on the phone for hours partner, comes back from taiwan!!! YAY!! this post is just mindless blabbering for i do not know what im talking about. hahas! switching from one subject to another. LOL!! YINXUE DOES REALLY NICE JELLYFISH FLASH!! hahas. jellyfish abuse! get the link from me if you wanna watch. LOL!!! i have nothing to do again today. lols!! no one to sms, no one to call, can't leave the house, and SOMEONE WHO WAS SUPPOSED TO BE ONLINE HOURS AGO STILL ISN'T ONLINE!! *PIK PIAK!* slap you lah!! make me wait so long. im so bored!!! *sticks out tongue* and i've gotten a new blogskin!! YAY ME!! *cheers and claps like an insame maniac* hahas. i like the picture x) hahas. i have a fetish for kissing pictures! LOL!!! is this long enough for you sarena?? lols!! i think it is. hahahas. i shall take my leave!!
TAAA DARLINGS!!
p.s. I MISS YOU TOO SARENA!!!
TAAA DARLINGS!!
p.s. I MISS YOU TOO SARENA!!!
20051124
moviespree~
yesyesyes.
i haven't been updating much lately.
didn't feel like it. lols.
yupps.
went to watch harry potter last saturday night at suntec!
ohman! it was damn sad please!
i cried!! hahahas.
i can't believe cedric died so fast. it's like "avada kedavra" and BOOM! he's dead!
so fast!!! i was like still in shock! LOL.
i like the way argus filch runs! it's like damn cute please!
and he danced with his cat, mrs norris, at the prac for yule ball!
super funny! hahahas.
yupps.
went to watch exorcism of emily rose yesterday after choir. yupps.
i was damn scared please!
actually, just freaked out by what happened to her.
it's so disgusting the way they torture her.
it's like so sad loh!
but i didn't cry!
hahahahas.
it was damn freaky the part where they showed the exorcism.
she was like screaming like mad. it freaks me out!!
and den she was like lucifer the last demon possesing her.
then i was like wthell.
hahahahas.
and one of them was judas.
so dumb!!!
hahahahas.
mostly it was the shock that scared me lah. the scary faces.
LOL.
i'm easily scared! ECK!
yupps. gonna watch a movie sometime soon again x)
but dunno when and what to watch yet lah.
lols.
yupps. that's about it.
tata darlings:))
i haven't been updating much lately.
didn't feel like it. lols.
yupps.
went to watch harry potter last saturday night at suntec!
ohman! it was damn sad please!
i cried!! hahahas.
i can't believe cedric died so fast. it's like "avada kedavra" and BOOM! he's dead!
so fast!!! i was like still in shock! LOL.
i like the way argus filch runs! it's like damn cute please!
and he danced with his cat, mrs norris, at the prac for yule ball!
super funny! hahahas.
yupps.
went to watch exorcism of emily rose yesterday after choir. yupps.
i was damn scared please!
actually, just freaked out by what happened to her.
it's so disgusting the way they torture her.
it's like so sad loh!
but i didn't cry!
hahahahas.
it was damn freaky the part where they showed the exorcism.
she was like screaming like mad. it freaks me out!!
and den she was like lucifer the last demon possesing her.
then i was like wthell.
hahahahas.
and one of them was judas.
so dumb!!!
hahahahas.
mostly it was the shock that scared me lah. the scary faces.
LOL.
i'm easily scared! ECK!
yupps. gonna watch a movie sometime soon again x)
but dunno when and what to watch yet lah.
lols.
yupps. that's about it.
tata darlings:))
20051117
so unfair!!! >.<
This is like so unfair lah!!!
kaywei's changing class to 2C next year!
AHHHHHHHHH!!!
class will be so dead without her lah!!
BLEAH!
some more 2C is the oh so geeky class loh!
no offense or anything hor!
i will miss 1O '05!!!
i hate this! so many problems!
kaywei!! i don't care! we gonna take many many pictures first thing next year!!
oohhhlaaalaaa~
hahahas.
TATA!
kaywei's changing class to 2C next year!
AHHHHHHHHH!!!
class will be so dead without her lah!!
BLEAH!
some more 2C is the oh so geeky class loh!
no offense or anything hor!
i will miss 1O '05!!!
i hate this! so many problems!
kaywei!! i don't care! we gonna take many many pictures first thing next year!!
oohhhlaaalaaa~
hahahas.
TATA!
here with me)):
Here With Me
Michelle Branch
It's been a long, long time since i looked into the mirror.
I guess that i was blind,
Now my reflection's getting clearer.
Now that you're gone things will never be the same, again.
There's not a minute that goes by every hour of every day.
You're such a part of me but i just walked away.
Well, I'm not the same girl you used to know.
I wished i said the words i never showed.
I know you had to go away, i'd died just a little.
And i feel it now, you're the one i need.
I believe that i would cry just a little.
Just to have you back now, here with me.
Here with me.
You know that silence is loud when all you hear is your heart.
And i wanted so badly just to,
Be a part of something strong and true.
But i was scared and left it all behind.
I know you had to go away, i'd died just a little.
And i feel it now, you're the one i need.
I believe that i would cry just a little.
Just to have you back now, here with me.
Here with me.
And i'm asking.
And i'm wanting you to come back to me.
Please?
I never will forget that look upon your face.
How you turned away and left without a trace.
But i understand that you did what you had to do.
And i thank you.
I know you had to go away, i'd died just a little.
And i feel it now, you're the one i need.
I believe that i would cry just a little.
Just to have you back now, here with me.
I know you had to go away, i'd died just a little.
And i feel it now, you're the one i need.
I believe that i would cry just a little.
Just to have you back now, here with me.
Here with me.
Here with me...
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
nice song really.
give it a try:))
Michelle Branch
It's been a long, long time since i looked into the mirror.
I guess that i was blind,
Now my reflection's getting clearer.
Now that you're gone things will never be the same, again.
There's not a minute that goes by every hour of every day.
You're such a part of me but i just walked away.
Well, I'm not the same girl you used to know.
I wished i said the words i never showed.
I know you had to go away, i'd died just a little.
And i feel it now, you're the one i need.
I believe that i would cry just a little.
Just to have you back now, here with me.
Here with me.
You know that silence is loud when all you hear is your heart.
And i wanted so badly just to,
Be a part of something strong and true.
But i was scared and left it all behind.
I know you had to go away, i'd died just a little.
And i feel it now, you're the one i need.
I believe that i would cry just a little.
Just to have you back now, here with me.
Here with me.
And i'm asking.
And i'm wanting you to come back to me.
Please?
I never will forget that look upon your face.
How you turned away and left without a trace.
But i understand that you did what you had to do.
And i thank you.
I know you had to go away, i'd died just a little.
And i feel it now, you're the one i need.
I believe that i would cry just a little.
Just to have you back now, here with me.
I know you had to go away, i'd died just a little.
And i feel it now, you're the one i need.
I believe that i would cry just a little.
Just to have you back now, here with me.
Here with me.
Here with me...
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
nice song really.
give it a try:))
shopping and icecream
i'm going to smile like nothing's wrong,
talk like everything's perfect,
act like it's all a dream,
and pretend it's not hurting me...
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
anyone up for some shopping and icecream?
call me up:))
i need to get my mind off things and go splurge!
lets go partayye like nothing's wrong:))
yesyes. 91391538..
call call call. i wanna get out and about!!
:))
talk like everything's perfect,
act like it's all a dream,
and pretend it's not hurting me...
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
anyone up for some shopping and icecream?
call me up:))
i need to get my mind off things and go splurge!
lets go partayye like nothing's wrong:))
yesyes. 91391538..
call call call. i wanna get out and about!!
:))
20051116
VEXED!!
i'm so vexed really!
it's eating me up from inside...
all this crazyness and madness you see me as on the outside, really is all fake.
i mean, after all these troubles you honestly think i'd be so hyped?
think again lah.
it shows you don't know me and i don't want you to understand me either.
jumping off a building is so much easier...
i wish i didn't give you my no. it was a wrong friendship right from the very beginning.
i pray earnestly for someone to kidnap me, break me and then kill me!
at least it isn't suicide.
it was murder.
heh. i realised i've been even more hyped when i talk these days.
hahas.
the eyes are windows to the soul of a person.
can you honestly look me in the eye and say i'm full of happiness?
the sparkles gone from my eyes.
i don't tink it was even there from the start huh.
the only meal i've ever eaten these few days is only dinner.
and normally, i don't even finish it.
HAHAHA!
starve myself to death.
seems like a really great idea to me!
the world is such a cruel place.
if NAFA dance would accept me, i tink i'll dedicate my whole life to dance.
i don't need you or you or you.
all i need, is me!
-Cheerios!
it's eating me up from inside...
all this crazyness and madness you see me as on the outside, really is all fake.
i mean, after all these troubles you honestly think i'd be so hyped?
think again lah.
it shows you don't know me and i don't want you to understand me either.
jumping off a building is so much easier...
i wish i didn't give you my no. it was a wrong friendship right from the very beginning.
i pray earnestly for someone to kidnap me, break me and then kill me!
at least it isn't suicide.
it was murder.
heh. i realised i've been even more hyped when i talk these days.
hahas.
the eyes are windows to the soul of a person.
can you honestly look me in the eye and say i'm full of happiness?
the sparkles gone from my eyes.
i don't tink it was even there from the start huh.
the only meal i've ever eaten these few days is only dinner.
and normally, i don't even finish it.
HAHAHA!
starve myself to death.
seems like a really great idea to me!
the world is such a cruel place.
if NAFA dance would accept me, i tink i'll dedicate my whole life to dance.
i don't need you or you or you.
all i need, is me!
-Cheerios!
BIG GIRLS DON'T CRY:))
Big Girls Don't Cry
(Medley)
Oo wah. Oo wah.
Big girls don't cry!
Oo wah. Oo wah.
Why do fools fall in love?
Why do birds singing so gay?
And lovers await the break of day?
Why do they fall in love?
Why does the rain fall from up above?
Why do fools fall in love?
Why do they fall in love?
Love is a losing game.
Love can be a shame.
We know of a fool, you see,
For that fool is me.
Tell me why?
Tell me why?
You ain't nothin' but a hound dog,
Cryin' all the time.
You ain't nothin' but a hound dog,
Cryin' all the time.
Well, you ain't never caught a rabbit and you ain't no friend of mine.
When they said you was high classed,
Well, that was just a lie.
You know they said you was high classed,
Well, that was just a lie.
Well, you ain't never caught a rabbit and you ain't no friend of mine.
Well, you ain't never caught a rabbit and you ain't no friend of mine!
Big Girls Don't Cry.
Big Girls Don't Cry!
Woh, yes wait a minute Mister Postman.
Wait, Mister Postman.
Please, Mister Postman, look and see,
Is there a letter in your bag for me?
'Cause it's taking such a long time
For me to hear from that boy of mine.
There must be some word today
From my boyfriend, so far away.
Please Mister Postman, look and see,
If there's a letter, a letter for me.
Wait a minute, wait a minute.
Woh, you better wait a minute.
Please, please, Mister Post man!
Deliver the letta' da' sooner the betta'.
Big Girls Don't Cry!
Big Girls Don't Cry!
Big girls, they don't cry-y-y-y.
Big girls, don't cry-y-y.
Don't cry-y-y.
Big Girls Don't Cry!
It's my party and i'll cry if i want to,
Cry if i want to,
Cry if i want to.
You would cry too if it happened to you!
Nobody knows where my Johnny has gone,
But Judy left the same time.
Why was he holding her hand,
When he's supposed to be mine?
It's my party and i'll cry if i want to,
Cry if i want to,
Cry if i want to.
You would cry too if it happened to you!
It's my party and i'll cry if i want to,
Cry if i want to,
Cry if i want to.
You would cry too if it happened to...
Big girls don't cry!
You would cry too if it happened to you!
YEAH!!!
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
doesn't this song just rock?
heh!!
we are all fools:)))
(Medley)
Oo wah. Oo wah.
Big girls don't cry!
Oo wah. Oo wah.
Why do fools fall in love?
Why do birds singing so gay?
And lovers await the break of day?
Why do they fall in love?
Why does the rain fall from up above?
Why do fools fall in love?
Why do they fall in love?
Love is a losing game.
Love can be a shame.
We know of a fool, you see,
For that fool is me.
Tell me why?
Tell me why?
You ain't nothin' but a hound dog,
Cryin' all the time.
You ain't nothin' but a hound dog,
Cryin' all the time.
Well, you ain't never caught a rabbit and you ain't no friend of mine.
When they said you was high classed,
Well, that was just a lie.
You know they said you was high classed,
Well, that was just a lie.
Well, you ain't never caught a rabbit and you ain't no friend of mine.
Well, you ain't never caught a rabbit and you ain't no friend of mine!
Big Girls Don't Cry.
Big Girls Don't Cry!
Woh, yes wait a minute Mister Postman.
Wait, Mister Postman.
Please, Mister Postman, look and see,
Is there a letter in your bag for me?
'Cause it's taking such a long time
For me to hear from that boy of mine.
There must be some word today
From my boyfriend, so far away.
Please Mister Postman, look and see,
If there's a letter, a letter for me.
Wait a minute, wait a minute.
Woh, you better wait a minute.
Please, please, Mister Post man!
Deliver the letta' da' sooner the betta'.
Big Girls Don't Cry!
Big Girls Don't Cry!
Big girls, they don't cry-y-y-y.
Big girls, don't cry-y-y.
Don't cry-y-y.
Big Girls Don't Cry!
It's my party and i'll cry if i want to,
Cry if i want to,
Cry if i want to.
You would cry too if it happened to you!
Nobody knows where my Johnny has gone,
But Judy left the same time.
Why was he holding her hand,
When he's supposed to be mine?
It's my party and i'll cry if i want to,
Cry if i want to,
Cry if i want to.
You would cry too if it happened to you!
It's my party and i'll cry if i want to,
Cry if i want to,
Cry if i want to.
You would cry too if it happened to...
Big girls don't cry!
You would cry too if it happened to you!
YEAH!!!
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
doesn't this song just rock?
heh!!
we are all fools:)))
20051115
BOOHOOHOO ):
He was everything, everything that i wanted.
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it.
All of the memories so close to me just fade away.
All this time you were pretending, so much for my happy ending.
-Avril Lavigne
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
SARENA!!!
i do not allow you to go toDUNMAN HIGH!!!
BOOHOOHOO! )):
den leave me alone at cedargirls!
anyway! cedargirls is SOOOOO much better!!
i don't care if you got accepted hor!!
you'd better stay or i smack your buttock!!
understand?
*sarena nods her head*
GOOD GIRL!!! =X
hahahas.
see i dedicated a whole post to you lehs!
quick! thank me thank me!!!:))
goodbye -
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it.
All of the memories so close to me just fade away.
All this time you were pretending, so much for my happy ending.
-Avril Lavigne
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
SARENA!!!
i do not allow you to go to
BOOHOOHOO! )):
den leave me alone at cedargirls!
anyway! cedargirls is SOOOOO much better!!
i don't care if you got accepted hor!!
you'd better stay or i smack your buttock!!
understand?
*sarena nods her head*
GOOD GIRL!!! =X
hahahas.
see i dedicated a whole post to you lehs!
quick! thank me thank me!!!:))
goodbye -
the heart is a lonely hunter -
i came across this book online.
the sypnosis really touched me. and well, like every person who loves to read, i would want it loh.
heh.
maybe christmas present? ok lah. i'll look for it myself.
it's called The Heart is a Lonely Hunter by Carson McCullers.
yea. you guys could like go take a look at the book or something.
it's touching really.
yea. my only comfort are books now.
get me more!!!
i'll love you!!! heh.
yea. nothing much to blog today lah.
so i'll leave now.
goodbye -
the sypnosis really touched me. and well, like every person who loves to read, i would want it loh.
heh.
maybe christmas present? ok lah. i'll look for it myself.
it's called The Heart is a Lonely Hunter by Carson McCullers.
yea. you guys could like go take a look at the book or something.
it's touching really.
yea. my only comfort are books now.
get me more!!!
i'll love you!!! heh.
yea. nothing much to blog today lah.
so i'll leave now.
goodbye -
20051114
broken~
Broken
Seether feat. Amy Lee
I wanted you to know that i love the way you laugh.
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away.
I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well.
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain...
Cause i'm broken
When i'm lonesome.
And i don't feel right
When you're gone away.
The worst is over now, and we can breathe again.
I wanna hold you high and steal my pain away.
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight.
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain...
Cause i'm broken
When i'm open.
And i don't feel like
I am strong enough.
Cause i'm broken
When i'm lonesome.
And i don't feel right
When you're gone away.
Cause i'm broken
When i'm open.
And i don't feel like
I am strong enough.
Cause i'm broken
When i'm lonesome.
And i don't feel right
When you're gone away...
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
third post of the day.
i'm feeling really tired.
been crying alot lately.
it seems i cry more during the holidays.
my eyes are worn out. i'm gonna go sleep after i bathe.
this song is nice ain't it?
i feel like shat now.
thanks daddeee. for your advice earlier.
thanks much:))
i'll smile the day away. though the tears keep falling..
goodbye -
Seether feat. Amy Lee
I wanted you to know that i love the way you laugh.
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away.
I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well.
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain...
Cause i'm broken
When i'm lonesome.
And i don't feel right
When you're gone away.
The worst is over now, and we can breathe again.
I wanna hold you high and steal my pain away.
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight.
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain...
Cause i'm broken
When i'm open.
And i don't feel like
I am strong enough.
Cause i'm broken
When i'm lonesome.
And i don't feel right
When you're gone away.
Cause i'm broken
When i'm open.
And i don't feel like
I am strong enough.
Cause i'm broken
When i'm lonesome.
And i don't feel right
When you're gone away...
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
third post of the day.
i'm feeling really tired.
been crying alot lately.
it seems i cry more during the holidays.
my eyes are worn out. i'm gonna go sleep after i bathe.
this song is nice ain't it?
i feel like shat now.
thanks daddeee. for your advice earlier.
thanks much:))
i'll smile the day away. though the tears keep falling..
goodbye -
leaving your life.
don't make it anymore difficult than it already is.
just let me leave your life. it'll make your life much more easier.
i know i'm being unfair to you and all as you said, but hey. it's easier without me in your life.
lets just hope that one day, i'll be totally erased off from your memory.
just forget that we've ever met and nothing happened.
go on with your life as usual.
you don't need me.
bye honey. thanks for the beautiful memories.
just let me leave your life. it'll make your life much more easier.
i know i'm being unfair to you and all as you said, but hey. it's easier without me in your life.
lets just hope that one day, i'll be totally erased off from your memory.
just forget that we've ever met and nothing happened.
go on with your life as usual.
you don't need me.
bye honey. thanks for the beautiful memories.
the cow ain't holy honey. it's bloody.
i'm so tired of being here,
suppressed by all my childish fears.
but if you have to leave,
i wish that you would just leave...
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
a supposedly nice day has just turned suckayye.
like wthell lah.
everything that happens in this bloody world is my fault!
yes my fault! mine and mine alone.
just peachy. i wished i had drank more last night when i had the chance.
everyone's going around with the nonsense shat of "you're underaged".
i'd have you know that though i'm underaged, i hold my liquor better than you honey.
where's the icecream when you bloody need it.
i dun wanna go shopping anymore. all go away and leave me alone.
shopping shopping shopping.
money money money.
relationships relationships relationships.
the three things that likes to taunt my life huh.
the root to all my problems and quarrels with parents.
"no! that one not nice! i say buy this so buy this"
yea. you said you gave me a choice to choose. well. i dun tink so.
"oie. 10 bucks enough for you for one whole week already lah! say summore i cut!"
i know earning money ain't easy. but taking your stuff out on me, that's despicable.
relationships.
fuck off of them lah.
they bring you nth but trouble. want them for what. heartbroken liaos. come find ppl to whine and grime.
it's sick really.
all these shat! as if i ain't stressed enough. bloody hell.
bring me to the beach. i wanna scream my lungs out.
fuck this shat!
suppressed by all my childish fears.
but if you have to leave,
i wish that you would just leave...
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
a supposedly nice day has just turned suckayye.
like wthell lah.
everything that happens in this bloody world is my fault!
yes my fault! mine and mine alone.
just peachy. i wished i had drank more last night when i had the chance.
everyone's going around with the nonsense shat of "you're underaged".
i'd have you know that though i'm underaged, i hold my liquor better than you honey.
where's the icecream when you bloody need it.
i dun wanna go shopping anymore. all go away and leave me alone.
shopping shopping shopping.
money money money.
relationships relationships relationships.
the three things that likes to taunt my life huh.
the root to all my problems and quarrels with parents.
"no! that one not nice! i say buy this so buy this"
yea. you said you gave me a choice to choose. well. i dun tink so.
"oie. 10 bucks enough for you for one whole week already lah! say summore i cut!"
i know earning money ain't easy. but taking your stuff out on me, that's despicable.
relationships.
fuck off of them lah.
they bring you nth but trouble. want them for what. heartbroken liaos. come find ppl to whine and grime.
it's sick really.
all these shat! as if i ain't stressed enough. bloody hell.
bring me to the beach. i wanna scream my lungs out.
fuck this shat!
20051111
you ain't nothin' but a hound dog,
cryin' all the time.
you ain't nothin' but a hound dog,
cryin' all the time.
well you ain't neva caught a rabbit and you ain't no friend of mine.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
ooohlaalaa...
choir was fun today. but i was really tired. *yawns*
we were dancing for most of the practice. hahas.
it was super funny.
we had to shake our asses!!
it's like super fun loh!! hope i pass auditions! cos i really wanna do this song!!!
i have a new reason to go shopping!!!
BUY RETRO CLOTHES FOR CHOIR PERFORMANCE NEXT YEAR!!
haahahas.
going to go shopping next week with belle and company!
yupps.
yesterday went to plaza sing.
was playing hide and seek with joseph. *don't ask*
hahahas. it was super funny.
i kept running away. HAHAHA!!
and joseph got me a february bearbear thingie. hahahas.
it's PURPLE!
after that met jeremy daddeee outside macs at plaza sing.
den we went walk walk. from plaza sing walk to wisma.
den walk back and bought my mehmeh!!!!
hahahas. i love my mehmeh!!
then saw joseph again. hahahas. den went home after that.
lols.
at least i wasn't rotting at home lah
so it was ok loh.
hahahas.
yupps. i love my mehmeh and bearbear!!!
THANK YOU DADDEEE AND JOSEPH FOR THE NICENICE STUFF TOYS!!!! *SMUACKS!*
yesyes. i shall jet now!!
goodbye:))
cryin' all the time.
you ain't nothin' but a hound dog,
cryin' all the time.
well you ain't neva caught a rabbit and you ain't no friend of mine.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
ooohlaalaa...
choir was fun today. but i was really tired. *yawns*
we were dancing for most of the practice. hahas.
it was super funny.
we had to shake our asses!!
it's like super fun loh!! hope i pass auditions! cos i really wanna do this song!!!
i have a new reason to go shopping!!!
BUY RETRO CLOTHES FOR CHOIR PERFORMANCE NEXT YEAR!!
haahahas.
going to go shopping next week with belle and company!
yupps.
yesterday went to plaza sing.
was playing hide and seek with joseph. *don't ask*
hahahas. it was super funny.
i kept running away. HAHAHA!!
and joseph got me a february bearbear thingie. hahahas.
it's PURPLE!
after that met jeremy daddeee outside macs at plaza sing.
den we went walk walk. from plaza sing walk to wisma.
den walk back and bought my mehmeh!!!!
hahahas. i love my mehmeh!!
then saw joseph again. hahahas. den went home after that.
lols.
at least i wasn't rotting at home lah
so it was ok loh.
hahahas.
yupps. i love my mehmeh and bearbear!!!
THANK YOU DADDEEE AND JOSEPH FOR THE NICENICE STUFF TOYS!!!! *SMUACKS!*
yesyes. i shall jet now!!
goodbye:))
20051109
i feel like kicking your ASS!
lets just say i'm not really happy with what i've just seen.
and i dun like mentioning names unless it's for no harm stuff incase i get sued and yadayadayada.
i tink you get my drift lah.
but you know. i shan't waste my breath talking about them.
they're not worth it.
those people were actually friends of a close friend of mine.
i feel damn betrayed now.
it sucks ok.
i can't stand it.
i'm having my trust in my friends broken one by one.
DAMN!
i feel so ARGGHHH!!!!
so screwed up.
all say care for me.
come out what.
i'd rather be an outcast then have friends like these.
wait!
YOU BLOODY FREAKS DON'T EVEN COUNT AS FRIENDS.
HAH!
i've been so foolish to actually trust people.
i don't know why though.
why am i so stupid.
such materialistic things as looks.
can determine if your trust will actually get broken.
aren't i so right.
that was directed at a certain someone if you didn't know.
i feel like clawing your eyes out and pouring acid all over you.
i feel so damn betrayed.
so...DAMNIT!
and i dun like mentioning names unless it's for no harm stuff incase i get sued and yadayadayada.
i tink you get my drift lah.
but you know. i shan't waste my breath talking about them.
they're not worth it.
those people were actually friends of a close friend of mine.
i feel damn betrayed now.
it sucks ok.
i can't stand it.
i'm having my trust in my friends broken one by one.
DAMN!
i feel so ARGGHHH!!!!
so screwed up.
all say care for me.
come out what.
i'd rather be an outcast then have friends like these.
wait!
YOU BLOODY FREAKS DON'T EVEN COUNT AS FRIENDS.
HAH!
i've been so foolish to actually trust people.
i don't know why though.
why am i so stupid.
such materialistic things as looks.
can determine if your trust will actually get broken.
aren't i so right.
that was directed at a certain someone if you didn't know.
i feel like clawing your eyes out and pouring acid all over you.
i feel so damn betrayed.
so...DAMNIT!
nobody's home
Nobody's Home
Avril Lavigne
I couldn't tell you
Why she felt that way
She felt it everyday
And I couldn't help her
I just watched her make
the same mistakes again
What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs,
Where she belongs.
She wants to go home,
But nobody's home.
It's where she lies,
Broken inside.
With no place to go,
No place to go.
To dry her eyes,
broken inside.
Open your eyes
And look outside
Find the reason why
You've been rejected
And now you can't find
What you've left behind
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs,
Where she belongs.
She wants to go home,
But nobody's home.
It's where she lies,
Broken inside.
With no place to go,
No place to go.
To dry her eyes,
Broken Inside.
Her feelings she hides,
Her dreams she can't find,
She's loosing her mind,
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place,
She's loosing faith,
She's fallen from grace,
She's all over the place.
Yeah.
She wants to go home,
But nobody's home.
It's where she lies,
Broken inside.
With no place to go,
No place to go.
To dry her eyes,
Broken inside.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
ever wondered why i like this song so much.
hahas.
i myself don't know..
i click well with sad songs.
send me more:))
Avril Lavigne
I couldn't tell you
Why she felt that way
She felt it everyday
And I couldn't help her
I just watched her make
the same mistakes again
What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs,
Where she belongs.
She wants to go home,
But nobody's home.
It's where she lies,
Broken inside.
With no place to go,
No place to go.
To dry her eyes,
broken inside.
Open your eyes
And look outside
Find the reason why
You've been rejected
And now you can't find
What you've left behind
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs,
Where she belongs.
She wants to go home,
But nobody's home.
It's where she lies,
Broken inside.
With no place to go,
No place to go.
To dry her eyes,
Broken Inside.
Her feelings she hides,
Her dreams she can't find,
She's loosing her mind,
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place,
She's loosing faith,
She's fallen from grace,
She's all over the place.
Yeah.
She wants to go home,
But nobody's home.
It's where she lies,
Broken inside.
With no place to go,
No place to go.
To dry her eyes,
Broken inside.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
ever wondered why i like this song so much.
hahas.
i myself don't know..
i click well with sad songs.
send me more:))
20051108
20051107
sad.
Sad
Tosog:))
why are you so happy,
when i feel so sad?
when the earth is shaking,
were you still in bed?
do you care when you live in some safe haven land?
will you be sitting comfortably watch the news at 9:30?
why are you still smiling,
when i feel so sad?
when the waves were raging,
did you count the dead?
do you care when you live in some safe haven land?
will you be sitting comfortably watch the news at 9:30?
what could you do?
what could you possibly do?
what could you do?
fight for some rights or some military coup?
you don't care, cos you think you live in neverland.
you will be sitting comfortably watch the news at 9:30.
why are you so happy,
when i feel so sad?
it impacted me somehow:))
Tosog:))
why are you so happy,
when i feel so sad?
when the earth is shaking,
were you still in bed?
do you care when you live in some safe haven land?
will you be sitting comfortably watch the news at 9:30?
why are you still smiling,
when i feel so sad?
when the waves were raging,
did you count the dead?
do you care when you live in some safe haven land?
will you be sitting comfortably watch the news at 9:30?
what could you do?
what could you possibly do?
what could you do?
fight for some rights or some military coup?
you don't care, cos you think you live in neverland.
you will be sitting comfortably watch the news at 9:30.
why are you so happy,
when i feel so sad?
it impacted me somehow:))
20051106
you??
I HATE YOU!
yet somehow, i still manage to love you...
you brought me joy!
but you were also the one who made the TEARS FLOW DOWN MY FACE.
I WANT TO FORGET YOU.
but your face just never seems to leave...
you thought me how to love.
BUT YOU ALSO THOUGHT ME HOW TO HATE.
you were the root of ALL MY MISERABLE SADNESS,
yet at the same time, you were also the cause of all my happiness.
how can i love you so much?
when all i ever wanted to do was to HATE YOU!
ENLIGHTEN ME.
yet somehow, i still manage to love you...
you brought me joy!
but you were also the one who made the TEARS FLOW DOWN MY FACE.
I WANT TO FORGET YOU.
but your face just never seems to leave...
you thought me how to love.
BUT YOU ALSO THOUGHT ME HOW TO HATE.
you were the root of ALL MY MISERABLE SADNESS,
yet at the same time, you were also the cause of all my happiness.
how can i love you so much?
when all i ever wanted to do was to HATE YOU!
ENLIGHTEN ME.
20051103
20051031
i'm leaving)):
i'm leaving for desaru tomorrow.
hurhur.
i don't wanna leave.
i'm down to the pits!
cheer me up! )):
no sms, no msn.
how am i to communicate with you guys??
)):
hurhur.
i don't wanna leave.
i'm down to the pits!
cheer me up! )):
no sms, no msn.
how am i to communicate with you guys??
)):
this is how i feel )):
Far Away
Nickelback
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there’s just one left
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if I don’t see you anymore
On my knees, I’ll ask
Last chance for one last dance
‘Cause with you, I’d withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I’d give it all
I’d give for us
Give anything but I won’t give up
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if I don’t see you anymore
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know,
you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
‘Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
‘Cause I’m not leaving you anymore
Believing
Hold on to me and never let me go
20051027
quiz hoppin' :))
ORANGE:
You can have a really unique hair colour and
personality. You give everything for your goal
and not even friends are aloud in your way, you
stand up for what you believe in and let nobody
talk you out of things. Your motto is probably:
*Threw and out!* You might pass everything with
care and are blessed with a good memory, but
remember to not hurt somebodys feelings on your
way to the top! Overall, special and
intelligent!
COLOUR MEANS: sociable, practical, fulfilment and
satisfaction. But it is a mix with suppression
of feelings, be careful!
Jewel/Symbol: Star and Amber
Which Hair Colour Represents you Best? [With Anime pics!]
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Hippie: You are cool, because, well that is kind of
the definition. A lot of people think that
being a hippie is about saving the environment
and not eating meat. But that just is not so,
being a hippie is about really and truly
enjoying yourself, listening to good music and
maybe pissing your parents off a bit.
What High School label do you best fit into? 8 results!
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Your sorta gothic, your happy to spend time on your
own
What sort of person are you?(NOW WTIH PICS!!)
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You are misunderstood. People see you as a dark,
cold and uncaring person. But...you're not. So
many things have happened to you. You have alot
to worry about. Truth is, you need
someone. Someone to love, or just someone
to talk to. You love rock music and are just
as nice as everyone else. ^^
What Kind of Girl Are you? (Anime Pics o^_^o)
brought to you by Quizilla
THE UNKOWN: Your scared of what you can't see. When
your scared you cry and talk to your self or
try to make some sort of sound. Your even more
scared in the dark.
Whats your worst fear
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you r cool n popular.
ppl like to follow u. stay cool. good job.by the
way. dun be proud about it. sometimes being
humble is a good thing.
wat kind of person r u?(gurls onli)
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BUTTERFLY EYES
You have Butterfly
Eyes!
Positive Traits: Thoughtful,
Intelligent, Humble, Clever, Open
Minded
Negative Traits: Elitist,
Conceited, Apathetic, Cold, Sarcastic
Your eyes are the windows to your soul. What type of eyes do you have?
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You are a goth.Your dress, of course, is black.Good
for you.You make me proud.
What Is Your Ideal Dress? (Pics And Lots Of Results)
brought to you by Quizilla
You chose black eyes.
You have a very angry personality. You refuse to
see the right side of people, and you can be a
bit arrogent, thinking you're better then other
people. If someone makes fun of you, or picks
on you, you'll bounce back, ready for a fight.
You probably have a violent, defensive
reputation.
The Eye color personality test
brought to you by Quizilla
February,
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.
Intelligent andclever. Changing personality.
Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and
humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach
goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when
restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive
and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but
does not show it. Dislike unnecessary things.
Loves making friends but rarely shows it.
Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing
dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment
and leisure. Romantic on the inside not
outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.
Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
What does your birth month reveal about you? (read memo)
brought to you by Quizilla
PALADIN
You are the Paladin, the
ultimate warrior for God. The Paladin
represents all that is good in the world.
Paladins fight evil at all costs. They do not
care for material pleasures of this world. They
have sworn their lives away to protecting the
innocent, avenging the victims of cruel
murders, and chasing after those who deserve
their punishments. The Paladin will do anything
to fulfill their duties. They will even
sacrifice themselves to save
another.
Color: White
Animal:
Dove
Gem: Diamond
Symbol:
Sword
Image:
http://www.deviantart.com/view/14400235/
Who would you be if you were a character in an epic fantasy? (beautiful pictures)
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your heart walks out of fire
you are bold, and energetic. you are fierce like
the tiger, yure element is fire
where does your heart walk out from?[ my frist quiz be nice]
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your Beauty is natural.you dont have to go out of
your way to make people like you, they just
do.your kind and caring and others love that
about you
what Beauty do you hold?(with anime pics)
brought to you by Quizilla
ahyes. was quiz hoppin' cos i was really bored and everything.
yupps.
i tink they're utter crap though.
HAH!
i'll end here.
ttfn.
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