be yourself day

hmm. very long never update liaos. been having lots of fun being a"hooligan" to a"bimbo with coconut juice in her head". heh! it's a rather long story. went to kovan today to buy be yourself day clothes. i wonder why i took the time. spent over 70 bucks there. so expensive. and it was only a light pink polkadot dress with dark pink dots. heh. and a pink cardigan. with of cos, pink flower earings. haha. never see the day where i will ever wear this. hahah. can't believe myself siahh. maybe i'll take a few photos on that day. though i'll look rather pinkish. i tink kay wei will laugh till the day ends. hahas. she absolutely adores pink. hahas. then on that day i have choir rehearsal for national day concert in school some more. so troublesome. change here change there. ah well. all for the sake of being enthu. heh. at least nadia and amirah gonna join me and wear also. hahas. if not i won't wear. later become so extra siahh. still haven't bought the shoes though. don't really know what kind of shoes to buy siahh. any ideas? hahas. hmm. mum asking me off the computer liaos. hahas. o yea. i bought two baby lobsters. their in my fish tank now. so cute and pretty one. hahas. ok. shall stop here larhs. bye all!

-xiao la jiao

to hell with rumours!

i've had it with the rumours!
i tried ignoring it!
tried forgeting it.
but you know what.
that doesn't work.
because people are always there to remind you of this rumour's existance.
to hell with it.
what is today.
making people pissed day?
damn it!
damn it!
damn it!
to hell with my language.
i don't friggin care!
to a certain someone!
go ahead and call me a bimbo.
you don't even know me.
and you call that the true me!
i've had it.
i didn't mean to blow things up but i can't take it anymore.
to hell with whatever oscar nominee.
to hell with everything.
the friggin food fair..
the friggin projects..
the friggin studies..
if i were to list out everything.
i'd probably offend the whole world!

moodless --`

bad stuff has been happening...
bad family stuff...
dun really wanna talk bout anything right now.
really moodless.
no heart to study already.
how to chiong for ip?
tell me how?
haii.
been long since i updated.
ah well.
with all the screaming going in the house, i hardly can rest.
exams coming full speed.
teachers yelling!
parents yelling!
lets see how long i'll last this time.
choir auditions tomorrow.
great!
just great!
ah well.
that's life.

laas..

hello hello hello...
haven't been updating much these days.
well, my holidays has been great!
the greatest i've experienced in the 13 years of my life.
=p
retreat was really good.
it had a really great time swimming, bowling, hanging out with friends.
i had a really fun time.
though there were times that i was sad there.
it didn't matter cos i was happy most of the time.
the food there wasn't really nice though.
ended up having gastric many many times.
X)
ah wells.
me got to know many many people better through that one week!
so happy!
heehee =pPp
that was the most enjoyable week of my life.
i really miss it now.
so used to spending time with you guys.
='(
can't wait for youth camp though!
so excited.
hmm.
these holidays are mostly spent with church barhs.
spend until my mum complain that i might as well live at church.
=X
really miss those days.
no worries.
haii.
no school start lerhs.
i dun really like it though.
i hate my school.
haii.
teachers are o so boring.
blahh.
ah well.
i still have to study and get good grades to go to ip programe.
so i shall mug and chiong lorhs.
just to get outta cedar then go junior college.
hmm.
i tink i blog lidat larhs.
nth much to blog..
byes!

leaving 99

Leaving Ninety-nine

I'm lost and broken, all alone on this road

the wheels keep turnin', but the feelin' is gone

when I fear I'm on my own

You remind me I am not alone

when You said

I'd leave ninety-nine

leave them all behind

to find you

for you alone

I'd leave ninety-nine

leave them all behind

to find you

it's dark and lonely and the path is unclear

can't move my feet because I'm frozen in fear

then you say, "My child, my child -

I am always here, I'm by your side"

I'd leave ninety-nine

leave them all behind

to find you

for you alone

I'd leave ninety-nine

leave them all behind

to find you

you're never too far down

I promise you'll be found

I'll reach into the mud and mirely clay

pursue you to the end

like a faithful friend

nothing in this world can keep me away

I'd leave ninety-nine

leave them all behind

to find you

for you alone

I'd leave ninety-nine

leave them all behind

to find you