the cow ain't holy honey. it's bloody.

i'm so tired of being here,
suppressed by all my childish fears.
but if you have to leave,
i wish that you would just leave...

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a supposedly nice day has just turned suckayye.
like wthell lah.
everything that happens in this bloody world is my fault!
yes my fault! mine and mine alone.
just peachy. i wished i had drank more last night when i had the chance.
everyone's going around with the nonsense shat of "you're underaged".
i'd have you know that though i'm underaged, i hold my liquor better than you honey.
where's the icecream when you bloody need it.
i dun wanna go shopping anymore. all go away and leave me alone.
shopping shopping shopping.
money money money.
relationships relationships relationships.
the three things that likes to taunt my life huh.
the root to all my problems and quarrels with parents.
"no! that one not nice! i say buy this so buy this"
yea. you said you gave me a choice to choose. well. i dun tink so.
"oie. 10 bucks enough for you for one whole week already lah! say summore i cut!"
i know earning money ain't easy. but taking your stuff out on me, that's despicable.
relationships.
fuck off of them lah.
they bring you nth but trouble. want them for what. heartbroken liaos. come find ppl to whine and grime.
it's sick really.
all these shat! as if i ain't stressed enough. bloody hell.
bring me to the beach. i wanna scream my lungs out.
fuck this shat!