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TAA DARLINGS. (:

a rush of emotions running through my head..
i don't know what to feel or do..
i guess friends just aren't friends anymore..
should have thought i'd be used to all these mockery by now..
but no, i just have to be such a fucking weakling..
don't mind my language..
i'm just not in the best of moods right now..
NO ONE IS MY FRIEND.
i'll just live with it.

`i pray that i can learn to forgive and forget :(

don't love you no more (i'm sorry); craig david

new year, new tagboard i guess. time to start afresh and forget the past. though it's already been one month into the year. hahas. i tell you! i've never copied so much notes at one go EVER in my entire life! see. this proves that i'm actually putting in the effort to study hard. *BEAMS* aren't you just proud of me? heh heh heh! =D oh. today was jeannie's farewell party :(( so sad la. i cried. we were singing you raise me up for her and halfway through, so many of us started crying. LOL. can imagine right! sammie says it's so eventful. LOL. she's leaving next wed at 10pm i think. she's going to perth. SO SAD PLEASE! ahhwells. must be happy for her. she's studying overseas. hahas. i'm talking nonsense. heh heh heh. sabo-ed jeannie during the games la. so funny. she had to do a forfeit in which we made her pole dance. HAHA. so funny. I LOVE HISTORY. so random right. hahhahas. history is really nice nice nice! :)) literature too. hahahas. i just can't take maths. i dunno why. hahas. i so sotong. see numbers only blur already. HAHA. nicole = unmathematical. if there is such a word that is. hahahas. SEE! i'm talking nonsense again. ohgosh. i'm starting to talk to myself! ahhh. ignore my nonsensical crap. hahas. tomorrow. I'M FINALLY GOING HOME FOR LUNCH. gosh. been out every single day since last week. tiring seh. and you know what! i ABSOLUTELY LOVE my guitar classmate's SHOE. it's so damn nice please! i want it! ohyes. i want lip gloss too! =D i want handbags too! many many of them! buy for me please! XD hahahas. okays la. i shall end here and not be a naggy old granny. heh heh heh. TAA DARLINGS! :))

`I LOVE JEANNIE! :))

hellos everyone. new skin again. hahas.
randomfact: guitar lesson is in an hours time.
hahas. i'm bored la. i shall talk about this morning's secondary one induction ceremony. hahas. woke up at 6. ate breakfast while watching teevee till i realised i was going to be late if i don't leave soon. HEH. so left house and reached there earlier than i expected. there was absolutely NO traffic. lols. waited for dionne to come. then we went toilet to change into our jeans. after which we proceeded to the music studio to tie our hair. chye wanted some kinda funkayye hairdo for all of us. HAHA. guess what i ended up in. IT COULDN'T BE ANYMORE HORRENDOUS PLEASE! 2 ponytails at the SIDE. THE SIDE! like some preschooler. HAHA. and yellow hairband. mind you, the rubber band had RIBBONS. we could like cross the road to calvery baptist kindergarten and sit in a row to take kindergarten class photos! LOL. i think i looked so horrendous la! then they say i look cute -.- lols! thank god no one brought their cameras! or maybe i just left before they could take them out. but during the performance there was this photographer! AHHH! THE HORROR! and msjou was videotaking it please! ohman. i feel so embarrassed! i could hear the secondary ones giggling please! =S so embarrassing. infront of my juniors summore. ECKS. so mortifying. BUT IT WAS FUN. lols! and food was provided after that so i ate the food they gave for lunch. THE CHILLI WAS REALLY NICE! hahahas. it was beehoon, chilli fishballs and sausages. hahas. ohman. i love the chilli. it reminded me of my primary school chilli sauce from the fishball noodle stall. ahhhh. i wanna go back and eat the food. cedar is nice and all but the food is just horrible la. okayfine. maybe not horrible but i don't really like it. hahahas. i miss the curry mee from my primary school. LOL. oh oh oh. i just thought of another random fact! AM I GREAT OR AM I GREAT! =DDD
randomfact #2: i want people to treat me to CAFECARTEL on my birthday! *beams!*
do that and i'll be really really really happy! hahhas. okay la. i shall stop my nonsensical nonsense now. LOL. bye darlings! :))

rainrain keep on going.

hellos all! i'm utterly bored! *slumps on table*. hahas. walked in the rain today while going back from choir prac. too lazy to get my umbrella out. hahas. plus i stay so near. kinda waste time. hahaas. walking in the rain is fun. hahas. you know, i have so many things to say. but well, now that i'm blogging, i feel like i have nothing to say anymore. LOL. guess got no inspiration about what to blog about anymore eh. it seems everyone's down :\ well.. i'm feeling down too.. sigh.. well. guess i'll stop here. dunno what to say. hahas. byess

hellos all.

hellos. back to blog more. i'm SICK! :\ i feel horrible. i have a headache and flu. i've been sneezing since morning. i reckon my nose is redder than rudolph's already. HAHA. had choir today. couldn't sing properly cos of my flu. also had history and geog test today. gahhhh. i tink i failed my history. i didn't study. AT ALL! =X don't feel like going school tmr. i feel very sick. ahahs. i think i sang really horribly today during rehearsal. hahas. tmr we're gonna have full dress rehearsal. with our jeans and all. i feel so tired and it's only the second week. ohman. i'm gonna die this year :\ pray that i'll come out of this in one piece. heh. i'm not made for studying man. i can't study for NUTS. hahahas. choir's taking up all my time :\ bleah. unfairness. hahas. man. i'm so tired. can't blog already. gonna fall asleep already. heh. goodbyes!

thehotchick.

hellos. just finished watching the hot chick on channel five. hahas. i think that show is really sweet. i cried. as usual. hahas. i know you guys are gonna tell me that i cry for every show that i watch. HAHA. maybe i'm just a little bit too over emotional. okayla. ALOT. hahas. it was so touching la. so romantic! hahas. guess maybe because of that i start crying over romantic shows. LOL. overly emotional and sensitive. heh. it was really touching what jessica, in clive's body at the prom, told april la. it's really sweet. it made me cry. HAHA. well. mummy wants me off the computer. so i'll go now la. taa darlings.

`maybe it's just over the fact that you've never told me those words that i cried..

happyhariraya:))

hellos darlings:)) starting to cheer up abit already although it's been raining every single day :\ hahas. daddy! must jiayous k! =D
went to kap (king albert's park or smth like that) today. met hoho at junction8 before making our way there cos blur me didn't know how to get there and if i were to attempt to go there alone, i was sure to get lost. HAHA. we arranged to go there to study but we ended up making alot of noise talking. HEH. there were SQUEALISH SAMMIE, hoho, caleb, sharonchan, janicesoon, cheryl and me! we were doing stupid things in good old mcdonalds. hahas. it was FUN. rushed home after that but ended up late. as usual. hahas. but didn't get caught cos mummy wasn't home. HEH. tomorrow's hari raya. HAPPY HARI RAYA ALL YOU PEOPLE! :)) lets all stay home and rot and do more hmwk. HEH. my maths teacher reckons a one day holiday is very LONG. hahahas. she's MAD. *uses finger and draws later circles on temple* hahas. someone call me please.. i'm so bored! :\ hahas. nothing much to blog about la. school life is after all, boring. hahas. did i mention i suck at design and technology la! hahas. i was whining to estee to help me please! hahas. i finished just as the bell struck! YAY! am i great or am i great! HAHA. =DD okays. i shall end here then. GOODBYE DARLINGS!

`i don't know what to feel or do..

myboringlife.

was not in the best of moods lately. but guess i'll just stay happy around you guys:)) i love my friends! ESPECIALLY MY DARLING SQUEALISH SAMMIE:)) your walnut loves you! *grins widely* atleast something good came out of something bad. hahas. i'm just grateful i have such great friends!! you guys brighten my very day. hahahas. feel like doing some shoutouts thing. hahas. guess i'm just really happy now. :))

daddy;
cheer up k. your darling nu er is always here for you! don't sad already! later got wrinkles and white hair! not good! then not pretty anymore! you're my pretty daddy. must stay pretty and happy! i know it seems like nothing's working out anymore. but you gotta persevere k. even if the world turns its back on you, i'm still here k! SMILE! seeing you sad makes me sad too! I LOVE YOU DADDY!

squealish sammie;
MY SQUEALISH SAMMIE! :)) gotten to know you better these few weeks! grateful for that! you're a nice nice guy! and squealish too! HEEHEEHEE! like i said above, YOUR DARLING WALNUT LOVES YOU! :)) and i'm always here if need be!

amanda;
GIRLFRIEND! thanks for always being there for me through my tough times! i appreciate it lots! LOVEYOU MUCH!

well. guess i'll stop here today then. taa darlings.

`i dunno why but i can't seem to bring myself to delete your sms-es..
why?..

confessionsofabrokenheart.

i guess this just won't work out no more..

i guess this is the end..

what could've been or should've been shall end..

goodbye..

`ifyou think it isn't hurtingme, think again..

damnit la!

what's wrong with the freaking school la.
i just suddenly don't feel like studying anymore. :\
damn, my higher chinese's teacher is absolutely nuts! she's gone mad! i'm only human okay. i'll die if i continue with school like that. i know it's all for our own "good". but what the hell la. staying back every tuesday just to do a damn chinese composition? that's just bloody wasting my time! it's bad enough i have choir practice THREE times a week for THREE hours. plus the damn chinese composition, that's FOUR DAYS taken up! plus my guitar lessons at plaza sing which were supposed to be on tuesday have to be moved to thursday already. so FREAK! i DON'T have a life. and then next saturday there's SEC ONE ORIENTATION THINGIE. ohsofreak! i might as well just stay in school already. i bet secondary three is just gonna get WORST! i haven't slept properly in ages! arghhh! yea. including the holidays. 4 hours of sleep. HEH. i feel so tired..
ohgawd.. just make me die already! :\

blahblahblah

just finished a whole bunch of holiday homework that ofcourse i haven't done. :\ the things laziness does to me. heh. and my diskette isn't working again! stupid thing! daddy doesn't like me going all history on him. HAHA. russian history. daddy understands. lols. still left with my chinese holiday homwork though. and my maths homework. hahas. nevermind. still have 2 hours. more than enough. LOL.

life's so uneventful and boring now. hahas. 9 more weeks of school. ENDURE! then it'll be the first term holidays! wonderful! my maid's currently listening to her mp3 and singing. HEH. oh. she stopped. hahas. now alyssa's bugging me to listen to the maha bodhi version of spirited away. dang. they're damn good la! *jealous*

someone's calling me a lian. i don't like being called a lian. i'm NOT a lian. NEVER will be one. GET THAT FACT STRAIGHT. or seriously. i'll just dump my nasty temper on you! and it isn't pretty. not at all.

okays. don't feel like blogging anymore. heh. taa.

school life:))

hello hellos:)) school's back already. blah. kinda boring though. hahas. i feel old. because my class is 2/o. when said, it sounds like: too old. -.- it's so.. don't know how to describe. HAHA. i tell you, i got a shock when i saw msrahayu step into the classroom after assembly. i was about to start tearing due to my uncontrollable laughter already! hahas. when she said she wasn't our form teacher. you couldn't imagine my joy! HAHA! i mean. she's MAD! lols =X after that. she said mrtoh was our form teacher. i almost fell off my seat! he then came in and said he was only going to be our form teacher for ONE MONTH! because mdmnur is still away or something! mdmnur's my form teacher last year too! she just gave birth to a baby boy. hahas. but mrtoh's funny la. he let us choose our own seats! YAY! i'm still seating with RENADARLING! :)) I LOVE RENA AND SHE LOVES ME! mrtoh kept cracking jokes this whole morning la! even when introducing ourselves. it was so hilarious. i laugh until stomach pain already! then our history teacher mscheang. she's such a BORING person i tell you! i almost fell asleep when she started class today! she's so siao! first day start class already. lols. so here's my list of teachers!

form teacher: mdmnur/ mrjohnnytoh and msrahayu agustina
character education: same as above
homeroom: same as above
reading period: same as above
jogging period: crazyteacherswholovetowatchusdierunning. heh.
pe: mspoon! AGAIN! idon'tlikeher. she=mean person!
mother tongue: mdmer. dunno who that la.
english: mrslow-tan
science: msthang. funkayye:))
literature: mstan. HAHA! same surname:))
design and tech: mrjohnnytoh and mrsnoelinelee.
geography: mrslow-tan. again.
home econs: mrsdorisfoong *sniggers* and mschng
art: mdmnur and msrahayu *laughs uncontrollably!*
maths: msng.
music: mschye. muahahs!

i think those are about it. lols.i think i don't know half the teachers. HAHA! so cool la! we having homeroom this year! or smth like that la. hahas. i think i'll stop here. gotta go do hmwk. TAA DARLINGS:))