20051124

moviespree~

yesyesyes.
i haven't been updating much lately.
didn't feel like it. lols.
yupps.
went to watch harry potter last saturday night at suntec!
ohman! it was damn sad please!
i cried!! hahahas.
i can't believe cedric died so fast. it's like "avada kedavra" and BOOM! he's dead!
so fast!!! i was like still in shock! LOL.
i like the way argus filch runs! it's like damn cute please!
and he danced with his cat, mrs norris, at the prac for yule ball!
super funny! hahahas.
yupps.
went to watch exorcism of emily rose yesterday after choir. yupps.
i was damn scared please!
actually, just freaked out by what happened to her.
it's so disgusting the way they torture her.
it's like so sad loh!
but i didn't cry!
hahahahas.
it was damn freaky the part where they showed the exorcism.
she was like screaming like mad. it freaks me out!!
and den she was like lucifer the last demon possesing her.
then i was like wthell.
hahahahas.
and one of them was judas.
so dumb!!!
hahahahas.
mostly it was the shock that scared me lah. the scary faces.
LOL.
i'm easily scared! ECK!
yupps. gonna watch a movie sometime soon again x)
but dunno when and what to watch yet lah.
lols.
yupps. that's about it.
tata darlings:))

20051117

so unfair!!! >.<

This is like so unfair lah!!!
kaywei's changing class to 2C next year!
AHHHHHHHHH!!!
class will be so dead without her lah!!
BLEAH!
some more 2C is the oh so geeky class loh!
no offense or anything hor!
i will miss 1O '05!!!
i hate this! so many problems!
kaywei!! i don't care! we gonna take many many pictures first thing next year!!
oohhhlaaalaaa~
hahahas.
TATA!

here with me)):

Here With Me
Michelle Branch

It's been a long, long time since i looked into the mirror.
I guess that i was blind,
Now my reflection's getting clearer.
Now that you're gone things will never be the same, again.

There's not a minute that goes by every hour of every day.
You're such a part of me but i just walked away.
Well, I'm not the same girl you used to know.
I wished i said the words i never showed.

I know you had to go away, i'd died just a little.
And i feel it now, you're the one i need.
I believe that i would cry just a little.
Just to have you back now, here with me.
Here with me.

You know that silence is loud when all you hear is your heart.
And i wanted so badly just to,
Be a part of something strong and true.
But i was scared and left it all behind.

I know you had to go away, i'd died just a little.
And i feel it now, you're the one i need.
I believe that i would cry just a little.
Just to have you back now, here with me.
Here with me.

And i'm asking.
And i'm wanting you to come back to me.
Please?

I never will forget that look upon your face.
How you turned away and left without a trace.
But i understand that you did what you had to do.
And i thank you.

I know you had to go away, i'd died just a little.
And i feel it now, you're the one i need.
I believe that i would cry just a little.
Just to have you back now, here with me.

I know you had to go away, i'd died just a little.
And i feel it now, you're the one i need.
I believe that i would cry just a little.
Just to have you back now, here with me.
Here with me.
Here with me...

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

nice song really.
give it a try:))

shopping and icecream

i'm going to smile like nothing's wrong,
talk like everything's perfect,
act like it's all a dream,
and pretend it's not hurting me...

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

anyone up for some shopping and icecream?
call me up:))
i need to get my mind off things and go splurge!
lets go partayye like nothing's wrong:))
yesyes. 91391538..
call call call. i wanna get out and about!!
:))

20051116

VEXED!!

i'm so vexed really!
it's eating me up from inside...
all this crazyness and madness you see me as on the outside, really is all fake.
i mean, after all these troubles you honestly think i'd be so hyped?
think again lah.
it shows you don't know me and i don't want you to understand me either.
jumping off a building is so much easier...
i wish i didn't give you my no. it was a wrong friendship right from the very beginning.
i pray earnestly for someone to kidnap me, break me and then kill me!
at least it isn't suicide.
it was murder.
heh. i realised i've been even more hyped when i talk these days.
hahas.
the eyes are windows to the soul of a person.
can you honestly look me in the eye and say i'm full of happiness?
the sparkles gone from my eyes.
i don't tink it was even there from the start huh.
the only meal i've ever eaten these few days is only dinner.
and normally, i don't even finish it.
HAHAHA!
starve myself to death.
seems like a really great idea to me!
the world is such a cruel place.
if NAFA dance would accept me, i tink i'll dedicate my whole life to dance.
i don't need you or you or you.
all i need, is me!

-Cheerios!

BIG GIRLS DON'T CRY:))

Big Girls Don't Cry
(Medley)

Oo wah. Oo wah.
Big girls don't cry!
Oo wah. Oo wah.

Why do fools fall in love?
Why do birds singing so gay?
And lovers await the break of day?
Why do they fall in love?

Why does the rain fall from up above?
Why do fools fall in love?
Why do they fall in love?

Love is a losing game.
Love can be a shame.
We know of a fool, you see,
For that fool is me.
Tell me why?
Tell me why?

You ain't nothin' but a hound dog,
Cryin' all the time.
You ain't nothin' but a hound dog,
Cryin' all the time.
Well, you ain't never caught a rabbit and you ain't no friend of mine.

When they said you was high classed,
Well, that was just a lie.
You know they said you was high classed,
Well, that was just a lie.
Well, you ain't never caught a rabbit and you ain't no friend of mine.
Well, you ain't never caught a rabbit and you ain't no friend of mine!

Big Girls Don't Cry.
Big Girls Don't Cry!

Woh, yes wait a minute Mister Postman.
Wait, Mister Postman.

Please, Mister Postman, look and see,
Is there a letter in your bag for me?
'Cause it's taking such a long time
For me to hear from that boy of mine.

There must be some word today
From my boyfriend, so far away.
Please Mister Postman, look and see,
If there's a letter, a letter for me.

Wait a minute, wait a minute.
Woh, you better wait a minute.
Please, please, Mister Post man!
Deliver the letta' da' sooner the betta'.

Big Girls Don't Cry!
Big Girls Don't Cry!

Big girls, they don't cry-y-y-y.
Big girls, don't cry-y-y.
Don't cry-y-y.

Big Girls Don't Cry!

It's my party and i'll cry if i want to,
Cry if i want to,
Cry if i want to.
You would cry too if it happened to you!

Nobody knows where my Johnny has gone,
But Judy left the same time.
Why was he holding her hand,
When he's supposed to be mine?

It's my party and i'll cry if i want to,
Cry if i want to,
Cry if i want to.
You would cry too if it happened to you!

It's my party and i'll cry if i want to,
Cry if i want to,
Cry if i want to.
You would cry too if it happened to...
Big girls don't cry!
You would cry too if it happened to you!
YEAH!!!

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

doesn't this song just rock?
heh!!
we are all fools:)))

20051115

BOOHOOHOO ):

He was everything, everything that i wanted.
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it.
All of the memories so close to me just fade away.
All this time you were pretending, so much for my happy ending.

-Avril Lavigne

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

SARENA!!!
i do not allow you to go to DUNMAN HIGH!!!
BOOHOOHOO! )):
den leave me alone at cedargirls!
anyway! cedargirls is SOOOOO much better!!
i don't care if you got accepted hor!!
you'd better stay or i smack your buttock!!
understand?
*sarena nods her head*
GOOD GIRL!!! =X
hahahas.
see i dedicated a whole post to you lehs!
quick! thank me thank me!!!:))
goodbye -

the heart is a lonely hunter -

i came across this book online.
the sypnosis really touched me. and well, like every person who loves to read, i would want it loh.
heh.
maybe christmas present? ok lah. i'll look for it myself.
it's called The Heart is a Lonely Hunter by Carson McCullers.
yea. you guys could like go take a look at the book or something.
it's touching really.
yea. my only comfort are books now.
get me more!!!
i'll love you!!! heh.
yea. nothing much to blog today lah.
so i'll leave now.
goodbye -

20051114

broken~

Broken
Seether feat. Amy Lee

I wanted you to know that i love the way you laugh.
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away.
I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well.
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain...

Cause i'm broken
When i'm lonesome.
And i don't feel right
When you're gone away.

The worst is over now, and we can breathe again.
I wanna hold you high and steal my pain away.
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight.
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain...

Cause i'm broken
When i'm open.
And i don't feel like
I am strong enough.
Cause i'm broken
When i'm lonesome.
And i don't feel right
When you're gone away.

Cause i'm broken
When i'm open.
And i don't feel like
I am strong enough.
Cause i'm broken
When i'm lonesome.
And i don't feel right
When you're gone away...

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

third post of the day.
i'm feeling really tired.
been crying alot lately.
it seems i cry more during the holidays.
my eyes are worn out. i'm gonna go sleep after i bathe.
this song is nice ain't it?
i feel like shat now.
thanks daddeee. for your advice earlier.
thanks much:))
i'll smile the day away. though the tears keep falling..
goodbye -

leaving your life.

don't make it anymore difficult than it already is.
just let me leave your life. it'll make your life much more easier.
i know i'm being unfair to you and all as you said, but hey. it's easier without me in your life.
lets just hope that one day, i'll be totally erased off from your memory.
just forget that we've ever met and nothing happened.
go on with your life as usual.
you don't need me.
bye honey. thanks for the beautiful memories.

the cow ain't holy honey. it's bloody.

i'm so tired of being here,
suppressed by all my childish fears.
but if you have to leave,
i wish that you would just leave...

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

a supposedly nice day has just turned suckayye.
like wthell lah.
everything that happens in this bloody world is my fault!
yes my fault! mine and mine alone.
just peachy. i wished i had drank more last night when i had the chance.
everyone's going around with the nonsense shat of "you're underaged".
i'd have you know that though i'm underaged, i hold my liquor better than you honey.
where's the icecream when you bloody need it.
i dun wanna go shopping anymore. all go away and leave me alone.
shopping shopping shopping.
money money money.
relationships relationships relationships.
the three things that likes to taunt my life huh.
the root to all my problems and quarrels with parents.
"no! that one not nice! i say buy this so buy this"
yea. you said you gave me a choice to choose. well. i dun tink so.
"oie. 10 bucks enough for you for one whole week already lah! say summore i cut!"
i know earning money ain't easy. but taking your stuff out on me, that's despicable.
relationships.
fuck off of them lah.
they bring you nth but trouble. want them for what. heartbroken liaos. come find ppl to whine and grime.
it's sick really.
all these shat! as if i ain't stressed enough. bloody hell.
bring me to the beach. i wanna scream my lungs out.
fuck this shat!

20051111

you ain't nothin' but a hound dog,
cryin' all the time.
you ain't nothin' but a hound dog,
cryin' all the time.
well you ain't neva caught a rabbit and you ain't no friend of mine.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

ooohlaalaa...
choir was fun today. but i was really tired. *yawns*
we were dancing for most of the practice. hahas.
it was super funny.
we had to shake our asses!!

it's like super fun loh!! hope i pass auditions! cos i really wanna do this song!!!

i have a new reason to go shopping!!!
BUY RETRO CLOTHES FOR CHOIR PERFORMANCE NEXT YEAR!!
haahahas.
going to go shopping next week with belle and company!
yupps.
yesterday went to plaza sing.
was playing hide and seek with joseph. *don't ask*
hahahas. it was super funny.
i kept running away. HAHAHA!!

and joseph got me a february bearbear thingie. hahahas.
it's PURPLE!
after that met jeremy daddeee outside macs at plaza sing.
den we went walk walk. from plaza sing walk to wisma.
den walk back and bought my mehmeh!!!!
hahahas. i love my mehmeh!!
then saw joseph again. hahahas. den went home after that.
lols.
at least i wasn't rotting at home lah
so it was ok loh.
hahahas.
yupps. i love my mehmeh and bearbear!!!

THANK YOU DADDEEE AND JOSEPH FOR THE NICENICE STUFF TOYS!!!! *SMUACKS!*
yesyes. i shall jet now!!
goodbye:))

20051109

i feel like kicking your ASS!

lets just say i'm not really happy with what i've just seen.
and i dun like mentioning names unless it's for no harm stuff incase i get sued and yadayadayada.
i tink you get my drift lah.
but you know. i shan't waste my breath talking about them.
they're not worth it.
those people were actually friends of a close friend of mine.
i feel damn betrayed now.
it sucks ok.
i can't stand it.
i'm having my trust in my friends broken one by one.
DAMN!
i feel so ARGGHHH!!!!
so screwed up.
all say care for me.
come out what.
i'd rather be an outcast then have friends like these.
wait!
YOU BLOODY FREAKS DON'T EVEN COUNT AS FRIENDS.
HAH!
i've been so foolish to actually trust people.
i don't know why though.
why am i so stupid.
such materialistic things as looks.
can determine if your trust will actually get broken.
aren't i so right.
that was directed at a certain someone if you didn't know.
i feel like clawing your eyes out and pouring acid all over you.
i feel so damn betrayed.
so...DAMNIT!

nobody's home

Nobody's Home
Avril Lavigne

I couldn't tell you
Why she felt that way
She felt it everyday

And I couldn't help her
I just watched her make
the same mistakes again

What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs,
Where she belongs.

She wants to go home,
But nobody's home.
It's where she lies,
Broken inside.
With no place to go,
No place to go.
To dry her eyes,
broken inside.

Open your eyes
And look outside
Find the reason why

You've been rejected
And now you can't find
What you've left behind

Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs,
Where she belongs.

She wants to go home,
But nobody's home.
It's where she lies,
Broken inside.
With no place to go,
No place to go.
To dry her eyes,
Broken Inside.

Her feelings she hides,
Her dreams she can't find,
She's loosing her mind,
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place,
She's loosing faith,
She's fallen from grace,
She's all over the place.
Yeah.

She wants to go home,
But nobody's home.
It's where she lies,
Broken inside.
With no place to go,
No place to go.
To dry her eyes,
Broken inside.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

ever wondered why i like this song so much.
hahas.
i myself don't know..
i click well with sad songs.
send me more:))

20051108

crazy quiz:))





Your Personality
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DOB
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You are this SMART... - 50%
You are this ADMIRED - 74%
You are this FUN to be around... - 33%
You are this EVIL... - 47%
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20051107

sad.

Sad
Tosog:))

why are you so happy,
when i feel so sad?
when the earth is shaking,
were you still in bed?
do you care when you live in some safe haven land?
will you be sitting comfortably watch the news at 9:30?

why are you still smiling,
when i feel so sad?
when the waves were raging,
did you count the dead?
do you care when you live in some safe haven land?
will you be sitting comfortably watch the news at 9:30?

what could you do?
what could you possibly do?
what could you do?
fight for some rights or some military coup?

you don't care, cos you think you live in neverland.
you will be sitting comfortably watch the news at 9:30.

why are you so happy,
when i feel so sad?


it impacted me somehow:))

20051106

you??

I HATE YOU!
yet somehow, i still manage to love you...
you brought me joy!
but you were also the one who made the TEARS FLOW DOWN MY FACE.
I WANT TO FORGET YOU.
but your face just never seems to leave...
you thought me how to love.
BUT YOU ALSO THOUGHT ME HOW TO HATE.
you were the root of ALL MY MISERABLE SADNESS,
yet at the same time, you were also the cause of all my happiness.
how can i love you so much?
when all i ever wanted to do was to HATE YOU!

ENLIGHTEN ME.

20051103

BABY I'M BACK!

BABY I'M BACK!
WOOHOO!
MISSMEMUCH!
LOL.
SHALL BLOG MORE ABOUT IT TOMORROW!
TATA!
*WAVES*