HELLO DEARIES! i'm back to update:)) i swear. people like disturbing my sleep! :\ waited at least 2 hours for SOMEBODY to sms me and that SOMEBODY FELL ASLEEP! -.- i wanted to die. heh. i tell you i almost fell off my bed! and then you can wake me up at 5:45 in the morning with a sms that says : "omg. i fell asleep.." wahh. i almost want to bang my head on the wall already. i had less than 4 hours of sleep that night okay! after smsing for a while, i went back to sleep. only to get woken up at 8 by alyssa! with an sms again. this time it said : "can i come to your house at 9? my house having renovation." and so qiao. my house also having renovation. then don't know why, we ended going to the library at 9:15. so early in the morning la! and the library wasn't even open when we got there!?! so nonsense. heh! then alyssa decided to call bibi and wake her up by asking her to come down to the library too! alyssa then suggested we go watch THE CHRONICLES OF NARNIA: THE LION, THE WITCH AND THE WARDROBE. so we went to suntec to watch it after arguing over where to go. hahas. it was the 2:10 show. i tell you, i'm in love with that show okays!! i want to watch it again!! anyone wanna go with me? hahas. i shan't give away the story here la. but this show is really great! not to forget peter the YUMMILY DELICIOUSLY DELECTABLE ALMOST EDIBLE GUY! hahahas. *stares dreamily* he's so handsome!!!! hahas. i like mr tumsun too! the half meh meh half person guy! issit a meh meh? lols. the subtitles said yang so is goat or sheep or whatever right? hahahas. he's so adorable la! i like the part where he shook lucy's hand! so cute! and the way lucy goes "i don't know." it's so drama. i LOVE it la! hahas.
enough about narnia. don't wanna ruin the fun. hahas. today had choir. yupps. it was the usual. just sing sing sing. hahas. i tell you mschye likes to make me paiseh in the wierdest kind of ways la! hahas. and well. i don't wanna type it here. hahas. you know mschye is actually bringing the commitee members for pizza at 12 noon tomorrow after the dunno what thing at school la! and guess what! i'll be in malacca! so UNFAIR! bleah. when something nice happens in choir, i'm never there. oh this is so not fair. blah. i'll be leaving for malacca tomorrow till saturday for those of you who still didn't know. yupps. don't miss me yea? (not like you would or anything. hahas.) i think i'll end here. seeya darlings on saturday night when i come back! or rather sunday la. hahahas. TAA DARLINGS:))
`and i hope you always stay the same
cos there's nothing bout you i would change:)
iloveyou.
20051228
20051226
tell me why?..
i know it's christmas and i shouldn't be feeling the way i am la. but i can't help it can i? you know, thinking back to my primary five and six years, i'd remember this girl* who dated la. only to end up breaking up. tell me. is it worth it to date so young? i don't know.. i really don't know la.
maybe you* would just say that i'm insecure or something la. maybe i am. i'm insecure about so many things that i'd rather just stay home and keep everything thing to myself instead of going out and feeling all insecure about this and that.. you said that you talk to me in a different way? i don't really think so at all.. i'd see the same words repeated to every girl you talk to. so am i to believe what you say? or what i see? i think you're getting sick and tired of me arguing with you huh.. maybe i should just ignore you altogether and just concentrate on other things instead.. did you mean every single word you said to me? or were they just sweet nothings you told every other girl? i really don't know.. are you really a big flirt as he* said? so who am i to trust now? everything is contradicting the other.. i know this whole thing is just gonna end as you saying that you don't want to leave me and that you don't want me to leave you either.. but is that really the truth? guess i'll never really know.. call me an insecure biatch, but i don't care.. i just want my answers.. well maybe i will care if it came out of your mouth.. but.. ahh.. nvm..
i don't even know why i'm blogging about something so personal.. i must really be going outsane already.. HEH!
*names are not mentioned due to their privacy.
maybe you* would just say that i'm insecure or something la. maybe i am. i'm insecure about so many things that i'd rather just stay home and keep everything thing to myself instead of going out and feeling all insecure about this and that.. you said that you talk to me in a different way? i don't really think so at all.. i'd see the same words repeated to every girl you talk to. so am i to believe what you say? or what i see? i think you're getting sick and tired of me arguing with you huh.. maybe i should just ignore you altogether and just concentrate on other things instead.. did you mean every single word you said to me? or were they just sweet nothings you told every other girl? i really don't know.. are you really a big flirt as he* said? so who am i to trust now? everything is contradicting the other.. i know this whole thing is just gonna end as you saying that you don't want to leave me and that you don't want me to leave you either.. but is that really the truth? guess i'll never really know.. call me an insecure biatch, but i don't care.. i just want my answers.. well maybe i will care if it came out of your mouth.. but.. ahh.. nvm..
i don't even know why i'm blogging about something so personal.. i must really be going outsane already.. HEH!
*names are not mentioned due to their privacy.
20051225
boring christmas?
today is christmas. (like you didn't already know la!) had to wake up at 6. and i slept at like 1 plus cause i was busy smsing. HAHA. so tired. arrived at church a few minutes after 7 to the warm ups to get ready to sing for THREE services all morning. i think i lost my voice already. ROFL! i seriously went totally out of tune for the third service at 12 la! cause i was freezing inside the chapel and i didn't have my jacket. then didn't LITERALLY warm my vocal chords and so, my voice couldn't come out and i sounded like a screeching chicken! HAHA! how amusing it must have been for you guys. hahahas.
after service. wished a bunch of people merry christmas! so fun! and like i recieved a christmas prezzie from someone totally unexpected. i never thought he'd actually decide to get me one. so i feel guilty for not getting him one too! :
joshua toh!
so sorry i didn't get you a prezzie! i'll get you one when i go to malacca! thanks a bunch for that purple candle! it's really PRETTY! :)))
after wishing everyone a merry christmas, hoho(daniel) asked me to join him and a bunch of ppl for lunch! hahas. ended up going to great world. after that went to town. hoho's such a nice guy la! he treated me to iced cocoa at starbucks coffee. i gave him 10 bucks and he like, returned it and paid with his own money! and like he bought me CHOCOLATE! so nice la he! i didn't spend a single cent today la!
hoho!
thanks a bunch for the drink and chocolate! :)) you're such a sweet and nice guy! =DDDDDD MERRY CHRISTMAS!
well. i can't blog anymore. mummy scolding. so i shall leave now. hahas. TAA DARLINGS!! :))
`don't you think we're drifting apart?
after service. wished a bunch of people merry christmas! so fun! and like i recieved a christmas prezzie from someone totally unexpected. i never thought he'd actually decide to get me one. so i feel guilty for not getting him one too! :
joshua toh!
so sorry i didn't get you a prezzie! i'll get you one when i go to malacca! thanks a bunch for that purple candle! it's really PRETTY! :)))
after wishing everyone a merry christmas, hoho(daniel) asked me to join him and a bunch of ppl for lunch! hahas. ended up going to great world. after that went to town. hoho's such a nice guy la! he treated me to iced cocoa at starbucks coffee. i gave him 10 bucks and he like, returned it and paid with his own money! and like he bought me CHOCOLATE! so nice la he! i didn't spend a single cent today la!
hoho!
thanks a bunch for the drink and chocolate! :)) you're such a sweet and nice guy! =DDDDDD MERRY CHRISTMAS!
well. i can't blog anymore. mummy scolding. so i shall leave now. hahas. TAA DARLINGS!! :))
`don't you think we're drifting apart?
20051224
'tis the season to be jolly?..
christmas is here again. just had christmas lunch with daddy, mummy and little sis. nothing's better than a little homecooked christmas lunch! :)) it's just times like this that i really treasure. cause there's no fighting or anything. just a family sitting together eating. decided to top off the lunch with red wine. hahas. been a long time since i last drank it. daddy says i can't get drunk cause i gotta sing for christmas service tonight so decided to add 7-up raspberry into the red wine. nice combi. hahas. it tastes.. sweet! and a little bitter after that. hahas. whee~ feeling fuzzy and warm all over now. hahas. such a nice feeling. teehees.
and my tagboard is like.. DEAD! hahas. so deaddddddd.. quick go revive it all you people! =DDDDDD mummy's nagging me off the computer already. hahas. gotta go bathe and everything. going to sing for christmas service later. den maybe going for countdown to christmas. not sure if with friends or family though. hahas. and gosh! i gotta wear heels! i can't i can't! ohmymy! i mean, who can imagine me in heels! in heels! hahahas. and tomorrow gotta sacrifice my beauty sleep to go sing for the eight o clock christmas service tomorrow morning. hahas. *yawns* i'm still tired. bleah. pfft! okays. i'm gonna go disappear now! hahas. miss me everyone:))
`tell me youloveme..
and my tagboard is like.. DEAD! hahas. so deaddddddd.. quick go revive it all you people! =DDDDDD mummy's nagging me off the computer already. hahas. gotta go bathe and everything. going to sing for christmas service later. den maybe going for countdown to christmas. not sure if with friends or family though. hahas. and gosh! i gotta wear heels! i can't i can't! ohmymy! i mean, who can imagine me in heels! in heels! hahahas. and tomorrow gotta sacrifice my beauty sleep to go sing for the eight o clock christmas service tomorrow morning. hahas. *yawns* i'm still tired. bleah. pfft! okays. i'm gonna go disappear now! hahas. miss me everyone:))
`tell me youloveme..
20051222
ahh freak..
God, what's wrong with me? i seriously don't know.. i'm not eating. i'm not sleeping. i'm not doing anything except mope around all day. ahh freak. i don't know what's wrong with me.. singing doesn't get my spirits up anymore.. maybe cause i'm too tired to sing or something.. i'm all smiles around you guys i know. but that's expected eh. who goes out with friends and give attitude right. so ofcourse i'm a smiles and bouncy-ing around them. like how daniel calls me a crazy piggy that's always so enthu and cheerful. HAH! that's the last of me man.. but, well, first impressions are important aren't they? ok. wait. why in the world am i talking about first impressions? i must be insane. wait. how can i be INsane when i'm not sane. how can insane be the opposite of sane when insane is in sane which means that i am in sane. which technically means i'm sane. so by right i'm supposed to be outsane? ohwow. i bet i'm confusing you guys. cause i'm all confused too. wait. i'm starting to babble already. maybe i should get some sleep. nah. that would proof no help. i'll just lie in bed and start imagining things or something. wait. i do that even when i'm not trying to sleep. HAH! okay. it's positive that i'm insane. wait no. outsane i mean. ahh freak. i'm starting to talk to myself. i must be really going outsane. HAHA! that's normal news. you people think i'm crazy which practically means insane. no. i mean outsane. yes. i think i'm boring you readers with this post that practically nothing but mindless talking from me to me. wait. that doesn't make sense. oh freak it. i don't care. anyone care to drop by and tell me what's wrong with me if you figure it out. cause seriously, i don't know. bye.
20051220
dream a dream:)
"The beauty of a dream is that it’s a dream, something you can hold in your heart forever.."
so would you just let me dream a dream? random thought la! the more i look at that quote, the more i think it's true. who could steal your dreams right? they don't even know what you dream about in the first place unless you tell them right? hahas. it's been nice dreaming in class and all. but i still have to study. so i can't dream anymore)): how sad. i will miss those days. actually, this post is just mindless blabbering cos i seriously don't know what i'm babbling on about. LOL! and i updated my friendster profile like a million trilliance times today la! and my music video on the profile is crash and burn by savage garden! and the video is actually final fantasy! so cool la! i love it! actually half the video is kissing. -.- HAHA! i told you i have a fetish for kissing scenes! hahas. but this video is so romantic please! i envy the girl! her virtual reality boyfriend is HOT! i like his hair! HAHA! but i can only dream about them. cos they are NOT real. hahahas. did i mention the first guy i fell in love with was a final fantasy character? how cool is that! AHAHAAHAHHAHAAS! the first guy i love and he's not even human! MUAHAHS! did i mention that the guy in the video is super super duper ultra uber SWEET?? lols. well, now you know. HAHA! okay. me shall stop here with my mindless blabbering and not torture all you readers. HAHA! TAAA DARLINGS:))
so would you just let me dream a dream? random thought la! the more i look at that quote, the more i think it's true. who could steal your dreams right? they don't even know what you dream about in the first place unless you tell them right? hahas. it's been nice dreaming in class and all. but i still have to study. so i can't dream anymore)): how sad. i will miss those days. actually, this post is just mindless blabbering cos i seriously don't know what i'm babbling on about. LOL! and i updated my friendster profile like a million trilliance times today la! and my music video on the profile is crash and burn by savage garden! and the video is actually final fantasy! so cool la! i love it! actually half the video is kissing. -.- HAHA! i told you i have a fetish for kissing scenes! hahas. but this video is so romantic please! i envy the girl! her virtual reality boyfriend is HOT! i like his hair! HAHA! but i can only dream about them. cos they are NOT real. hahahas. did i mention the first guy i fell in love with was a final fantasy character? how cool is that! AHAHAAHAHHAHAAS! the first guy i love and he's not even human! MUAHAHS! did i mention that the guy in the video is super super duper ultra uber SWEET?? lols. well, now you know. HAHA! okay. me shall stop here with my mindless blabbering and not torture all you readers. HAHA! TAAA DARLINGS:))
20051219
going crazy
ever since the day you went away
and left me lonely and cold
my life just hasn't been the same, oh baby no
when i looked into your eyes
the moment that i let you go
i just broke down
baby if i ever get the chance to be with you again
i'm gun' sacrifice
cos the feeling that i feel within
no other man would ever make me feel so right
it's nice, to smile when i get your phone call at night
but i'd rather have you here with me, right next to me, i miss the way you hold me tight
i gotta let you know i feel so weak without your touch
i never thought that i could ever love a man so much
i gotta let you know i think that we are destiny
for you, i'd crossed the world
for you, i'd do anything
that's right baby
i'm going crazy
i need to be your lady
i've been thinking lately
that you and me
yes we can make it
just ride with me
roll with me
i'm in love with you, baby
that's right baby
i'm going crazy
i need to be your lady
i've been thinking lately
that you and me
yes we can make it
just ride with me
roll with me
i'm in love with you, baby
everytime that i tell you what i feel
from the moment that i met you it's been so damn real
my heart seems to skip another beat
everytime we speak
i can't believe i feel so weak
tell me that you really need me
and you want me
and you miss me
and you love me
i'm your lady
i'll be around waiting for you
put it down, be the woman for you
i'm falling, so deep for you
i'm crazy over you, i'm calling
calling out to you, what am i gonna do?
it's true, no fronting
it's you ain't no other
i can no longer go on without you
i'll just break down
i gotta let you know i feel so weak without your touch
i never thought that i could ever love a man so much
i gotta let you know i think that we are destiny
for you, i'd crossed the world
for you, i'd do anything
that's right baby
i'm going crazy
i need to be your lady
i've been thinking lately
that you and me
yes we can make it
just ride with me
roll with me
i'm in love with you, baby
that's right baby
i'm going crazy
i need to be your lady
i've been thinking lately
that you and me
yes we can make it
just ride with me
roll with me
i'm in love with you, baby
going crazy; natalie cole
limegreen is just simply gorgeous don't you think?
<33
and left me lonely and cold
my life just hasn't been the same, oh baby no
when i looked into your eyes
the moment that i let you go
i just broke down
baby if i ever get the chance to be with you again
i'm gun' sacrifice
cos the feeling that i feel within
no other man would ever make me feel so right
it's nice, to smile when i get your phone call at night
but i'd rather have you here with me, right next to me, i miss the way you hold me tight
i gotta let you know i feel so weak without your touch
i never thought that i could ever love a man so much
i gotta let you know i think that we are destiny
for you, i'd crossed the world
for you, i'd do anything
that's right baby
i'm going crazy
i need to be your lady
i've been thinking lately
that you and me
yes we can make it
just ride with me
roll with me
i'm in love with you, baby
that's right baby
i'm going crazy
i need to be your lady
i've been thinking lately
that you and me
yes we can make it
just ride with me
roll with me
i'm in love with you, baby
everytime that i tell you what i feel
from the moment that i met you it's been so damn real
my heart seems to skip another beat
everytime we speak
i can't believe i feel so weak
tell me that you really need me
and you want me
and you miss me
and you love me
i'm your lady
i'll be around waiting for you
put it down, be the woman for you
i'm falling, so deep for you
i'm crazy over you, i'm calling
calling out to you, what am i gonna do?
it's true, no fronting
it's you ain't no other
i can no longer go on without you
i'll just break down
i gotta let you know i feel so weak without your touch
i never thought that i could ever love a man so much
i gotta let you know i think that we are destiny
for you, i'd crossed the world
for you, i'd do anything
that's right baby
i'm going crazy
i need to be your lady
i've been thinking lately
that you and me
yes we can make it
just ride with me
roll with me
i'm in love with you, baby
that's right baby
i'm going crazy
i need to be your lady
i've been thinking lately
that you and me
yes we can make it
just ride with me
roll with me
i'm in love with you, baby
going crazy; natalie cole
limegreen is just simply gorgeous don't you think?
<33
20051208
20051206
boredom.
In no particular order, list down 3 people you talk to online, 4 people you see at school, 2teachers, 3 people you love going out with and 3 people in your sms inbox.
1.joseph:))
2.yinxue
3.caleb!
4.sarena ahmad =D
5.evangeline!!
6.soliel
7.rena!
8.mrsgeh!
9.lin laoshi!
10.alyssa:))
11.amanda
12.dionne!
13.andrew
14.jeremy!
15.grace
So what do you think of number 4?
i love her!! :))
How would you feel if number 4 slapped you on your face?
i'll smack her ass!
How nice is number 6?
okayokay lah!
On a scale of 1-10, rate how good looking number 5 is.
TEN! my sexxaye senior!!
Will you ever fall for number 11?
EWWWW! NO WAY!
Honestly, if number 8 met with an accident, what would you do?
ohmy! i'll cry and cry and cry!
What sport would you play with number 12
i have no idea!! shaking our asses perhaps! if that's considered a sport. HAHA!
What if number 1 got a boyfriend?
he's a GUY! and certainly not GAY! hahas!
Do you hate number 9?
NONONO!
How much do you like number 2?
i LOVE my dearest senior! HAHA!
Will 13 and 7 make a good couple?
AHHH! NONONO! NOWAY!
Would 14 one day kill you?
it could happen! HAHA!
Who do you like more? 3 or 10?
erhm.. i love both of them the same?? HAHA!
get five people to do this thing.
AMANDA LIU!
evangeline liew
caleb kay
jeremy lim. HAHA!
SARENA AHMAD!!
1.joseph:))
2.yinxue
3.caleb!
4.sarena ahmad =D
5.evangeline!!
6.soliel
7.rena!
8.mrsgeh!
9.lin laoshi!
10.alyssa:))
11.amanda
12.dionne!
13.andrew
14.jeremy!
15.grace
So what do you think of number 4?
i love her!! :))
How would you feel if number 4 slapped you on your face?
i'll smack her ass!
How nice is number 6?
okayokay lah!
On a scale of 1-10, rate how good looking number 5 is.
TEN! my sexxaye senior!!
Will you ever fall for number 11?
EWWWW! NO WAY!
Honestly, if number 8 met with an accident, what would you do?
ohmy! i'll cry and cry and cry!
What sport would you play with number 12
i have no idea!! shaking our asses perhaps! if that's considered a sport. HAHA!
What if number 1 got a boyfriend?
he's a GUY! and certainly not GAY! hahas!
Do you hate number 9?
NONONO!
How much do you like number 2?
i LOVE my dearest senior! HAHA!
Will 13 and 7 make a good couple?
AHHH! NONONO! NOWAY!
Would 14 one day kill you?
it could happen! HAHA!
Who do you like more? 3 or 10?
erhm.. i love both of them the same?? HAHA!
get five people to do this thing.
AMANDA LIU!
evangeline liew
caleb kay
jeremy lim. HAHA!
SARENA AHMAD!!
20051202
on account of dear dear SARENA! hahas. i shall finally update! LOL. nothing much has been happening. so uneventful and boring. hahas. went to fuji ice palace for god knows what reason on wednesday i think. hahas. spent the time there laughing at people who fell onto their asses! BWAHAHAHAHAHAAS!! it was fun lah! hahas. than went home around 5+ i tink. yupps. going out next tuesday to watch movie again!! FINALLY. staying at home is killing me please! im so bored with nothing to do except hmwk! which i haven't even started on much less completed. hahas. 2 more weeks until youth camp! YAYNESS! at least i'll be with friends. hahahas. 4 more days till amanda, my talking on the phone for hours partner, comes back from taiwan!!! YAY!! this post is just mindless blabbering for i do not know what im talking about. hahas! switching from one subject to another. LOL!! YINXUE DOES REALLY NICE JELLYFISH FLASH!! hahas. jellyfish abuse! get the link from me if you wanna watch. LOL!!! i have nothing to do again today. lols!! no one to sms, no one to call, can't leave the house, and SOMEONE WHO WAS SUPPOSED TO BE ONLINE HOURS AGO STILL ISN'T ONLINE!! *PIK PIAK!* slap you lah!! make me wait so long. im so bored!!! *sticks out tongue* and i've gotten a new blogskin!! YAY ME!! *cheers and claps like an insame maniac* hahas. i like the picture x) hahas. i have a fetish for kissing pictures! LOL!!! is this long enough for you sarena?? lols!! i think it is. hahahas. i shall take my leave!!
TAAA DARLINGS!!
p.s. I MISS YOU TOO SARENA!!!
TAAA DARLINGS!!
p.s. I MISS YOU TOO SARENA!!!
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